Broken-hearted girl

*blows dust* Oh god, been a really long time since i've blogged huh. Sorry about that.

So, school's been pretty awesome. Many things that goes on daily, it's really interesting.

Lotsa things has happened and it keeps me busy 24/7.

My heart has kinda been broken, well my fault in the first place for putting some hopes. BUT. A guy isn't supposed to lead you on and make you fall for him if he doesn't intend on catching you right? Oh well. This just made me stronger. I should not trust someone that easily.

I also found awesome friends! These group of girls in my class who never fails to make my day, every day. Yes, they do. They were also there for me when i was at my lowest. They were super sweet for cheering me up in the silliest ways. Flowergirls FTW. Oh not forgetting my awesomest class too, W47M. <3 They make going to school something worth looking forward to, daily. (:

Academics wise, i guess it's fine. Results for UT1 and UT2 are not bad, but i know they can be better. Needa pull up my socks a hell lot for UT3. I wanna show mama and papa that i can do it. Plus, i don't wanna fail any module. If i fail, then i'd have to retake the WHOLE module. That sucks, big time. And i would so totally not want that.

Oh, and i've started reading again! When's the last time i read a book? Jyeah, about 6 months ago.. Eversince i had fines and didn't bother to pay. Hehehe, mama cleared my library debt last week so i started borrowing books again. ^^

I also have a sort of part time job right now, too. Awesome huh? :D

First experience working and it's at this age, i feel so spoiled somehow. -.- Ok anyways, it's a really great opportunity thanks to my senior. However it's not so, consistent you know. It's like, they only contact me if they need part time workers for their events. And it also depends on my schedule too. But i'm still glad, because the pay is really cool. ^^ Hehe.

Well, what's more to say? Oh yeah, so my birthday's coming up real soon. I'm excited but somehow i'm not, you know? Meh. It doesn't feel like my birthday's coming. What's more is that my birthday falls during the fasting month, it's a weekend, BUT it falls during study week. This simply means one thing, i don't think i'll have time to actually celebrate.. UT3 is like 2 days after my birthday. -.-

But all in all, i'm still grateful for what i have now. No matter what, i still love my life and wouldn't trade it for anyone else's.

There's only one week of school left, sadly. Then it's study week, and lastly UT3. Gotta make the best of it all.

I guess that's all for now. (:

OMG i'm so lazy to blog alreadyyyyyy. K lah, just follow my twitter and you can know my daily life. I'm like a twitter addict already. ^^

School's fine, loving my class more and more. <:

However i do have some difficulties with some of the modules. :/

Oh, and i'm proud of myself. I build up enough courage to chat with my crush! Hehehhe, k at least now we're friends. ^^V

"Stalking" is such a strong word, i prefer "intense research of an individual". Hell yeah, hehehe. Exactly what i'm doing. Hehehhehe, k he gives me butterflies in my stomach.

Ok bye lah. Won't update much. (:

SAP, lazy to update. So short summary will do ok.

Sunday - don't rmb.

Monday - Woke up at 4pm, met Aisyah, Atiqah and Siti at JP walkwalk. Nice short meet up. Then went home with Atiqah and we had a nice chat, been a long time since we talked like that.

Tuesday - Met Iqbal, accompanied him to NYP at about 2pm. Then he accompanied me to Somerset to get my Tagger laptop bag which costed me 45 bucks, though i borrowed Nadya's money. No wait, it's her bf's money. K, idk how many times i thanked her. Hahahaa. Anw, after that we went to get the free Ben & Jerry's ice cream at Heeren. After eating, we took 190 back. Then i took train from cck home lor.

Wednesday - Orientation 9am to about 5.30pm, made friends with more people. And with Amirah's new bestfriend too, Ashiqin. She's really friendly and really pretty! VERY. The challenges quite ok ah, but my group like very boringgggg.

Thursday - Orientation same time. Then balik meet Amirah and her friend again at cwp, cause apparently for both Wednesday and Thursday her school was released about an hour earlier than mine. K today more fun cause my team members were more enthu than ytd. (Y) Cause i sound them, haha!

Friday - Orientation 9am til 9pm! Fucking fun i swear. Now i love my team, and my OGLs! We all wrote notes to give all our OGLs and we did the "three cheers" hip hip hooray cheer for them, and i made my team mates do the "tasha clap" love you that one. So sweet right we all, hehe! Then they do for us back the "tasha clap" also. Awwwww. <: So, SOH didn't win the cup. We got 2nd, SEG won the cup. Oh well, i think we were the awesome-est school anw. Hehe! The whole day keep shouting alot and damn loud sia, school spirit you know! Semangat like shit, hahah. The party was alright lah. Hanged with Zawir and his friend afterwards. His friend's funny, and lame. AND LOOK OLD. :P Hahahaha! K lol. Went home at like 12am, hehehe.

Ok one thing. Since Friday, 8th of April when i first saw him during SOH FOP, i had a crush on him. And i was so happy i get to see him ALOT during these 3 days of RP FOP. Serious, weirdly we had lots of eye contact everyday. Lol. And on Friday, it was the most number of times that we had eye contact. And once he smiled at me! Waaaaaah, hehe. But then spoil. 11plus, i was lepaking with Zawir and his friends. And i was very buruk ah, like duduk case buruk, rambut basah sebab sweat time party, and i was also doing something.. Then suddenly he passed by! SHOCKED when i saw him and he was looking at me. And he looked so fresh. Like as if he bathed or something. He wasn't wearing the orientation tee nor the tee he was wearing in the morning, he looked so hot omg. But i damn sad liao, fucking saaaad. I wonder what he thinks of me now after seeing me like that. ): My dear redhead cuteboy. LOL, if you stalk my twitter you'll know about this before i even post it. Hahaha, anw. I AM SO SAD! D': Serious shit sia, fucking hate myself now. Sigh. K i'm sucha emo girl, setakat pun nak sad. ALAH BUT SERIOUSLY!!!! :/

K lah whatever i don't wanna think about that now. Fucking emo. Lol.

Saturday - Day out with Ain Aidah, Nana Adly, Desi Erni, Yah Ling and the one more girl idk her name. They're friendly, me likey. Took pics and just walkwalk. Yah Ling shopped alot sia, bet she rich. Hahaha. Ain Aidah damn friendly i like! Nana Adly damn cute, pretty, sweet and friendly also i like! Yah Ling very pretty and friendly too i like! Hahahaha. Desi Erni never talk to me! LOL. The other girl abit weird and funny, hahahaha. No offence lah, but that's what i thought. And whenever she laughs i just felt like laughing, haha. K awesome day ah, not bad. Then sent Ain Aidah to her aunt's house cause it's only like a few blocks away from my house. Then home.

K lah, that's all. Tmr just gonna slack at home. Then monday SCHOOL STARTS. Shit. :/ K wish me luck! <3 Byeeeee.

PS: Won't be updating much after school starts i guess. See how. Anything tag me/tweet me/text me/fb inbox me or whatever lah eh, hahahhaa.

Ok hi, today is saturday. I mean, it's sunday but 2am so to me it's still saturday ok.

NOW I'M LIKE FREAKING OUT. At about 1am, me and mama left to go eat mac. On the way, mama accidentally slipped while we were going down a flight of stairs. Suddenly she couldn't stand up and she said she think she sprained her ankle. I panic sia, i didn't know what to do. Plus there was no one we could call, like any relatives, since it's like 1plus in the morning. So she rested there for awhile, and she vomited too. :/ I suggested we go to a hospital by cab or something, but she wanted to go home. So we slowly walked back home, that took quite a long time. Halfway walking, she paused. Oh btw, i was supporting her. Get it? Like, k nvm idk how to explain. Anw, then she said her pinky pedih and she asked me to check if it was bleeding. Toe pinky lah, so i checked and it was like bleeding ALOT. Like the whole bottom of her pinky there was like red, and a lil at the side of her nail too. So we continued home, then she sat at the kitkat chair right in front the main door. I went to get wet tissue to wipe off the blood from her pinky first and then her slipper. Then she wanted to go into her room, so ok. She said she'll call me if she needed anything. So i went to my room, i couldn't stop pacing. I was like pacing around my room, til she came out of her room. Which was pretty long. Then she told me she needed some ice and she said she'll just sleep downstairs later. So i helped her downstairs, then after she sat on the sofa i went into the kitchen to get ice pack and a cloth. Then i helped slowly put her leg up, and placed the cloth under her foot ten placed the ice pack on her ankle. DAMN HUGE sia, swell like shit. Then she said anything she'll call me, so yeah. Now i'm just on my lappy, still worried though. Scary sia! Hmmmm. So i'm not gonna sleep until she sleeps, in case she needs me. She's watching tv now btw.

Ok so about today, saturday btw not sunday. Supposed to go sentosa with Iqbal, Amirah, Aisyah and Pravina. But cancelled, instead we slack at Aisyah's house. Met Amirah 1plus in the afternoon at yewtee and took 307 to Aisyah's place. Met Aisyah, then went to bubble tea shop. Bought drinks, went up to Aisyah's house. We cooked maggi and experimented with eggs. HAHA, damn funny sia. K fast forward. So then we all ate, then slacked ah. We all just sat in Aisyah's room with aircon and all of us were using our laptops, with some talking and of course we played songs too. So yada yada, at 3plus i fetched Pravina from the bus stop and brought her up to Aisyah's crib. So yeah, slacked more. Not bad lah, haha. OH PRAVINA THOUGHT I HAD A BOYFRIEND, hahahahaha! K that was hilarious. xD So, ah huh.. We talk talk laugh laugh ah. K, then around 6.15pm we left. It was raining, fyi. We alighted at cck, went into lot 1 and didn't know what to do. Super aimless, so we took the train to yewtee. Went to Jalan Kayu! Pravina blanje me one egg prata! WEEEE. ^^ Thanks babe! <3 So we eat eat and talk talk and laugh laugh, then went home at like 8pm. Lol early ah, haha. Then yeah, used lappy and watched tv til the incident i mentioned earlier happened. :/

Hm, k lah bye.

Lai, hallo ah. Now is Friday ah. *turns on Friday by Rebecca Black* WOOOOO. Lol, k not. Haha!

Monday -

Woke up damn early, blahblah. Met Amirah at yewtee and went to woodlands to meet Jun Kiat, Joel, Shao Liang and Kai Hong. We were early, then walkwalk. Then went Seoul Garden, boys treat me and Amirah. Sumpah awkward sia with them, but whatever lah dapat makan free. :P Chey, haha! K kidding lah. So me and Amirah kept laughing alot while eating, lol. We had fun, i can say. Hahahaha. After that, we bought tickets to Hop. Boys treat also, weeeee. Then while waiting, we separated ah. The boys dk go where, then me and Amirah went to shop at Cotton On. Then rushed up for the movie. The movie was awesome, it's so adorable and so funny. Nice show. After that, we thanked the boys all then we went off. We went to Lot 1, walkwalk. Then i bought some fancy tissues from Mini Toons, nice leh. 50 cents only per packet. <: Then Amirah bought sweets and we walked to yewtee. Then i think we went home? At around 8pm i think. Forgot.

Tuesday -

I can't rmb, i think i rot at home the whole day. -.-'

Wednesday -

Ajun's birthday, happy birthday dude. Lol, k then. Supposed to meet Zawir 2pm at cwp and catch the 2.45pm show, but i woke up at 1.40pm so blahblah end up met him at gombak at 3plus go slack. Then, he story about his makcik. Wah, sumpah dope siol makcik die! Fuuuuh, serious. Then 4plus we went to cwp, nak catch the 5pm show. Then otw, terserempak makcik die. Baik tu, so yeah. Damn cool i tell you, haha. Then we rushed up bought tickets terus masuk, dah start. We kinda missed a lil of the front bit, lol. But then, SUCKER PUNCH was awesome. However, kinda confusing. I don't really get the story line you know, oh well. Then after that we went civic centre there sit outside, after awhile we went to mac to eat. Wah then got pak aji(s) going around "talking" to the teens all, lol. So after that, nak duduk balik pat situ pun tak jadi, we ended up going to the bicycle stand there to slack. Then, camwhored til his camera battery died. Haha! Quite fun i can say, plus dapat more than 10 nari. Gerek pe, thanks Zawir! <: K then, balik 9plus malam.

Thursday -

Gaddiel's birthday, happy birthday gad! <:

Mama woke me p at 2pm, so early sia! Not enough sleep, then quickly mandi siap all and went out. Had to go CPF building do my singpass for the poly fees ah, lol. After that, we went to imm to eat at Banquet with ibu. Standard lah if ibu and mama meet, non stop talk about nyayi, nenek rosni, dorang semue. Hahaha. So after eating and talking all, we left. Ibu went back to work, me and mama went shopping at Daiso. Lol, awesome. Got pink and purple combs, black rose mirror, pink frame, and some other stuffs lah. Then we went to ibu's work place to slack, hahah. Her work friends all know me already sia, how many times i go there already. Haha! They believe i'm her daughter, as in blood daughter. :P HAHAHAAHA! Chit~ K anw, then left at around 7pm when ibu had to do vault. I went home while mama went karaoke-ing with daddy they all, i couldn't follow cause at night expensive. So yeah, that's all then.

Friday -

Only had 3 hours of sleep and i woke up at 7am for a whole day out. So bathed and got ready all, then head off to RP. Blahblah, felt like a super loner. Lol. Then during the talk, laughed quite a number of times. Haha, then got separated into groups. Apparently i'm like the only malay in my group and people happened to get my name fast and they could all pronounce it properly. That's awesome! :D So we had games like ice breakers, blow wind blow, 007, and those lah. Then we thought of group name and stuffs, then assemble back in the lecture hall. Had some talks again, then learnt some school cheers. Quite fun actually. I wanted to be all hyped up but everybody around me was like *crick crick* so i felt awkward to even be hyper with them stoning all around me, so i just kinda did them all small-y. Get it? No? K moving on. Then had amazing race, lol my group sibei boring. So blah blah, finish then gathered back at the lecture hall. Then talk again, yada yada, lunch. Then it was the coming up with cheers and our comercial and our performance, awesome! Then blah blah, we managed to get it done. Performance time, weirdly i didn't get stage fright when i usually do. :/ COOL! Not bad ah the performance, i could even smile to the dk how many hundred people in the audience. WOOOOO. First time aaaaah, i so proud of myself! HEHEHE. <: K then after performance, prize presentation. As expected, WDC didn't win anything lah. No energy like that one win what ah, dear We Don't Care? LOL. K lah, then after that walked to cwp with Simin, Alvin, Canny, Skylar and Mui Peng. Then Canny, Skylar and Mui Peng went home while the 3 of us went to eat at Banquet. Saw cuteboy! Oh yeah, i have a new crush now. HEHEHEHE. He was from group 8, i'm group 12 btw. (; Lol gatal siol aku, baru first day belum skolah setakat freshmen camp dah terpikat pat orang. Hehe! <: K then after eating, we went arcade for awhile. Simin blanje! Weeeee, gerek! Then after that went home with them ah. Simin looks EXACTLY like Joee sia! Then when i heard she was from Dunearn, i told her how she looks like my primary school friend who happens to be in Dunearn too and she said their classmates. WHOA. Twins in the same class huh! Awesome pe. K blahblah, i reached home 10pm when the camp ended at like 7plus pm. ^^

WE DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH, WE GONNA WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN, WE DON'T CARE! <3

Can't wait for 13th to 15th April's Orientation! Woohooooo~ We gonna win the Principal's Cup Challenge, NO PRESSURE. :P Lol, the seniors and the facilitators aaaaaah. So funny pls.

K lah, done for this post.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. <:

(Annoying kan? Hehehehehe.)

Today's a Sunday, a very boring Sunday.

I woke up at 3plus, bathed. Used my lappy for awhile, then Amalina texted me. Apparently she already have ideas for my birthday, that weird girl. There's still months to go and she's already planning. Hehe, sweet ah she. One of the many reasons why i love this pantat. <:

Then i watched Incredible Tales (fucking scary ah this episode), and then Vampire Diaries, and lastly P. Ramlee show. After that, here i am on my lappy again. Boring much? Yes. Hahaha, tmr will be fun. (: K bye.

Yo wassup! LOL.

Wednesday -

Woke up siap siap left at about 1pm, trained to Sengkang with about 6bucks in my ezlink card. Reached Sengkang about 1 hour later (i expected it to be longer actually) with only 3bucks left. Cb, stupid adult fare and distance fare. After meeting Haidah to collect my awesome customized ring, i went back home. No choice, can't go anywhere else with my ezlink card and i didn't have anymore cash. Then reached home, mama and adik not home when about 2 hours ago they were at home and haven't even bathed. So i texted mama, found out they were going Clementi to meet mummy daddy and iffah. Asked her if i could join, she said yeah. So i changed my bottom, wore the same top i was wearing earlier, put on my cardigan and left. Reached the karaoke place, called mama to come out and bring me in. Then, karaoke karaoke. FUN FUN FUN FUN. Hehe, after our time's up we went to eat at a coffee shop nearby. I ate Masala and EWW. The kentang not nice sia! Worst i've ever tasted, ok. But i didn't tell mama lah, just finished it up. Then i ate fishball soup, idk why i was still hungry. K then mummy story story with me and adik about her work and rudy all. As much as i love rudy (as a cousin of course, eventhough he's a step-cousin of mine), i really pity mummy. It was unbelievable, the things he said and did to mummy. Sigh, this boy out of control already. K enough with that, after everybody finished eating we went walk walk at the shopping mall (idk what's the name of it but it's the new shopping mall that one lah). K after walking around, we went home at about 9plus 10. Oh yeah, did i mention? Adik missed school, she woke up at 11am and she totally freaked out. She kept asking me what to do all, even when i was out she kept texting me. Who does she think i am? Lol, just forget it lah. You woke up late, it's your own fault what. You answer to mama and your teacher yourself lah, why bother me? Sheesh, it's not like i could do anything to help. She even wanted to go to school, but i told her not to. I mean, what's the point of going at 12pm you tell me? K whatever, enough with this and back to my life story. K after that at home as usal lah.

Thursday -

Woke up bathe used com til 4plus 5pm, then siap siap. Me and mama accompanied papa eat at Alif for awhile then papa sent us to JP before he go for work. Reached, me and mama went to eat at Wendy's. It was my first time, eh quite nice leh i like. ^^ After eating, we go find the shop where mama has to collect her membership card by 31st march. Skali they say got 30% discount on that day only, so we spent a lot of time just looking around the skincare products and the person explaining everything cause all is in korean ah. Then yada yada, in the end only bought one Aloe Vera emulsion for me and one Promegranate Collagen emulsion for mama, which costs about 60bucks after discount. Damn ex siol, haha. Then we rushed to Body Shop, blahblah. Spent about half an hour there and mama spent more than a 100bucks there. Cause of the discounts and offers lah. At first she wanted to just buy 2 things, skali 2 get 1 free. Then she chose 1 more, the price is dk what lah then like a few more dollars can get another chop. So she get something else. Then got 4 right, then the person say if buy 4 get 2 free so the person ask mama choose 2 more things. WAH, like that end up got 6 things sia. And i even got a mascara and blotting tissue for myself, haha! K then i went home alone at around 9pm cause mama went to meet her friend for a movie. At home, usual ah. Oh, and kenet asked me to watch Laskar Pelangi. It's an awesome show, very touching. Thanks net! Lol, like as if net even reads my blog. K whatever, and i know nobody reads my blog so no point asking READERS to go watch Laskar Pelangi. Lolololol, k.

Friday -

Fucking didn't sleep, wah i damn pissed sia. FML. I went to bed at 2am like that right, and i couldn't sleep til like 7am siol. And i made plans to go out at like 9.30am, annoying or whaaaaat. So yeah, since i couldn't sleep til fucking 7am and with only about one hour left IF i were to sleep (which of course wouldn't even happen if i try), i switched on the laptop. When papa came back home, asked him if i could go out. Then bathed siap siap, met Ameer at Jurong and went NP. Dah sampai, he kluarkan his map and i couldn't help but laugh. Semangat sia he, lol! But sia sia je lah he print out the map, there were signs everywhere leading us to the place. So yeah, he went to do his laptop thingy while i wait in the other room. Then after that, we were like aimless ah. No fucking idea of where to go. Then ended up heading to town, lol. I wear so casual like that go town sia, wearing slippers some more haiyo. K nvm ah, then. Walk walk, find a bag for his friend. Walked from Somerset all the way til Orchard, leg damn tired. Then went to BPP, for nothing. Then went home, dumb day. So boring. Oh, i didn't sleep i didn't eat i didn't drink. So pro, lol. HAHA, k pathetic. Lol, balek already bathe all that. Otp with Amalina, gosh i've missed her so much. So long already ah never see her, hope to see her soon. Oh, i'm gonna get her an awesome belated birthday present! Hehehehe. But abit bochui already ah, she kinda know what it is liao. Haha! K nvm, still AWESOME. Yaaaaaaaaay! I love this pantat ah k. K, then mama and papa went out they gae me 10 bucks for dinner with adik. Which of course was my first meal though, haha! So yeah, met adik at gombak. Otw to Alif, saw Gaddiel! Wah, miss him siaaaaaa. K then me and adik ate maggi goreng! I ate the mamak one while adik ate the malay one, mamak one sumpah nicer sia! Hehehe. K then we went home, blahblah. Watched tv, slept before 12am for the first time in SOOOOOO long.

Saturday -

Woke up at like 3pm, that should make up for thursday's sleep right? Hehehe. <:

Bathed, used laptop. Mama and adik went to dentist at 3plus to change adik's braces. Then 4plus mama called me and asked me to rush to the dentist with her atm card. They finished doing already then when mama wanted to pay, she realised she didn't bring enough money or atm card. HAHAHAHA, so cute sia. So yeah, after that adik withdrew 20bucks for herself then we went home. Siap siap, wait for papa to siap all then we went to westmall for our first meal although it was like 6plus. Hahah, then we did some titbits shopping! Hahaha, restock our titbits cabinet in the kitchen. It's been empty for so long, heh. Then papa we went to meet nenek and embah! Usually meet them only once a year, which is during the first day of raya. But dk why today papa wanna bring us there. So yeah, we slacked there for about an hour. Nenek gorengkan her self made epok epok! Delicious, my favourite epok epok! Hehehe. Then as usual, embah will be like talking to me about future and all. Hahaha, in studies of course lah. Oh, and just now Hyddy asked me what was embah. I didn't know that people actually don't know this, but that's what i call my grandfather on my dad's side. I think it's like in jawa or something ah, not sure. Ok, then went home at like 8plus 9 at night. Then, usuaaaaal.

Oh and my dearest Nadra Binte Mohd Noh just "lost" a bestfriend. Girl, rmb whatever i told you at msn just now k. No matter what, i'm always here for you. Love you, hunn. Cheer up. Xxx. <3

HELLOOOOOOO.

Today i woke up laaaate. Ok not so late lah, i've woken up later. But Amirah wanted to come to my house today. She texted me at 12plus saying she'll come at around 1, and i thought ok lah still got time. Then i went back to sleep and didn't realise the time. Skali i received a text which vibrated under my pillow and caused me to wake up, that was Amirah saying she left her house already. And that was like 1.50pm, lol. I quickly got up and went to bathe sia, kanchong, serious. Then after bathing, i asked her where she was and told her that i might be late so i asked her to wait there when she reach already. Suddenly she said she went back home to get cash cause her ezlink card finish. And i was like, lol. So i ended up being early, heh. Then she accompanied me to get some food for mama and myself, and then we went home. Watched Vampire Diaries, then watched Pink Panther. Paused for awhile, we went 7-eleven cause i wanted to get a drink. Then back up, continued. Laughed like shit sia, heheh. K then sent Amirah to mrt at around 5.30pm, i think she was kinda late for work. :/ Sorry babe! K then, i watched MASTI. K now i learnt another word, masti means fun. And miri or something like that, idk the spelling but it sounds like that, it means mine. YAY. I know more hindi than a person who has hindi blood. :P (kalau terase your problem not mine) Hehehehe! Ok, now chatting with Ameer Han, again. LOL, k bye!

Haaaai. <:

Wednesday -

Met Zawir at 2pm at yewtee. Hugged him. ^^ Then we went to buy his mac, met Nadra outside school. Hugged her! And the two of us bought our kfc. Then walked to this place. Otw, Zawir bought some stuffs. Then we found seats, and ate. Then talk talk and stuffs. Everything said and done there, STAYS THERE and between us. I trust them. Then Irina joined for awhile, and me andNadra left at about 4plus. Met Pravina at yewtee. Hugged her! Then Nadra left, while the two of us went to school. We collected our o level cert, testimonial and all that. Then we sat in the canteen, yada yada. Decided to visit dancers, so yeah. But i feel kinda weird and left out lah, lol. K whatever then we slacked lah, nd she told me some stuffs. Then we chatted a while with Iqbal, after that me and Pravina actually waited for Iqbal but he totally forgot and just went off. We fucking watched him left the school while we were in the canteen, we called him and he didn't pick up. That bastard, haha! So then me and Pravina went home lor, lol. And that was 7plus, then at home of course laptop lah.

Thursday -

Supposed to meet Zawir at 1.30pm but he was so damn late, so i reached there at like 1.15pm and walked around yewtee alone. I went to buy Old Chang Kee and durian pancake, then ate my durian pancake at the playground outside school while waiting for Nadra. Met Nadra, accompanied her to eat mac. Then we proceeded to the same place, got a seat. Then we slacked there talktalk while waiting for Zawir. Then he arrived at like 2plus ah, then yeah. Same thing as the day before. But Zawir got drunk while we were there, so abit scary actually since we know he can do stuffs. Lol. So then we left ah, me and Nadra went home. That boy idk he go home anot. Oh, and thanks to him i get to re-stock. Plus i had more than 10 in fucking two days, lol. And for Nadra, those were her last. She made a promise and she better stick to it! This girl ah.. Tsk tsk. K then idk what i did at home. Most probably laptop, tv, house chores. Usual stuffs.

Friday -

Met Farah at yewtee at 12.50pm, then she helped me plucked my eyebrows. OMG SUMPAH SAKIT SIOL, after that got berdarah and pedih. But anw, thanks! Hehehe. Then waited for Amirah for so long, janji 1.15pm die sampai entah kul brape. Then we went bugis, walkwalk. I wanted to buy a crop top actually, but couldn't find. Wanted bag for school also, nothing that catches my eye. So yeah, ended up just buying this denim shirt from cotton on for 30bucks. Lol. Then we got bored, so went to imm to meet Falah. Followed them to school to collect their o level cert, testimonial and those things. Then Falah went home and i followed Amirah home. Talktalk with her mum, chilled a while. Then Amirah went to change to madrasah clothes, then she brought her laptop and we went to yewtee mac. Slacked there, had dinner. Actually she wanted to skip madrasah, skali at 8plus tu her mum called her. So she just go lor, so yeah. Then i went home. Then i don't rmb what i did at home, but most probably usual stuffs again. Hahaha.

Saturday -

Papa's birthday! Lol. So afternoon around 1plus sent my stuffs to Aliff, Eicha's friend, at gombak. Then he passed them to Eicha lah at jurong. Then i went home, blahblah. Went westmall for lunch with mama and papa . Went home, watched tv. Then siap siap, went out with mama and adik. Mama drive, then waited for Cik Ida, Dina, Dani and Fa'i at gombak. Then went to Cik Linda's house there, her kid's birthday. Ate ate, slaaaack. Sumpah boring seh, nothing to do besides eat. LOL. I ate alot. -.-' Pun tak gemuk gemuk siol! Cb. K then left at like 9plus, sent Cik Ida they all home. Oh yeah, to and fro Cik Linda's house.. I was like a freaking bed or something. Adik slept on my right shoulder, Dina on my left, and Fa'i on my lap cause i pangku him. Haha! K then, otw home, mama accidentally drived past the red light then the camera thingy flashed! Habis aaaaaah, kene fine lor. :/ Then reached home, again, don't rmb what i did. And again, most probably usual stuffs. Heh.

Sunday -

Woke up freaking late, cause no plans mah. Like 5plus i think i woke up. Then bathe all, mama bathe, adik siap. We went downstairs. Walked around the whole gombak for 1hour plus searching for a place to take my sister's ic photo. First took at the mrt station one but something wrong so had to take again some place else mah. K whatever, blahblah. Then went to eat, balik standard usual. Hahahaha.

Monday -

Woke up at 11.30am, asked mama if i can go out. Mama's in a good mood today, she allows and she even gave me 10bucks to catch the movie. Usually she asks me to use my own money, lol. So yeah, then siap siap went out at 1pm. Deposited 30bucks into my new account with my new awesome card (chey show off, hehehe), then i wanted to do the bank transfer thingy. But got such a long queue, then i tried once and i didn't know how so i just left. Went cck, was super early. So i tried again ah, went to atm and tried to transfer again. FAILED. So i called some peeps up to ask them how, none of them know. So then i texted the person i'm buying stuff from and asked me to do the bank transfer to teach me how, hahaha! Selenge sia aku, lol k. Then pandai pandai i managed, so dah transfer. Then waited for my friends. Saw Safriza! Lame tak nampak, talked for awhile. Then she left, to meet Sof and the rest. And i was still waiting. See lah, sempat transfer duit sume tau, lol. K then finally met Aisyah, Danish and Iqbal. Took 190 to town. Bought tickets, then walkwalk. Watched Diary of a Whimpy Kid: Rodrick Rules. After the movie, we ate at KFC. Then walked aimlessly, haha. Then we boarded the train, alighted at cck. Accompanied Iqbal look for a school bag and he bought one. Then the boys accompanied me and Aisyah eat at Food Culture. For the first time, i tried Korean food, i bought Kimchi noodles and it wasn't that bad. Except the raw egg part, haha. K then we went home if i'm not wrong. Oh, then since the three of them go the same way and i'm the only one going the opposite way out, Aisyah hugged me. Then when we let go, something dropped on the floor. BAM! Aisyah broke my necklace. ): HAHAHAHA, but i'm ok with it lah. It was a birthday present though, lol. K nvm, then reached home almost 10pm. It was an awesome day out with them, laughed alot. Usual lah, with Danish and Iqbal i can laugh forever. Oh you know, Iqbal can make me laugh til i cry. He does that alot. Lol. Then bathed and usual stuffs of course. But tonight, mama made me off the laptop at 12am. ): So early right?! I know. :/ But luckily there's AMEER HAN to save the day! LOL, k no. No link already. I mean, Ameer texted me and kept me company. From when i switched off my laptop, which was 12plus, til when his eyes pedih already and i asked him to sleep, which was 3plus almost 4 in the morning. Awwww, thaaaaanks! :D This boy ah, alot of times already accompany me at night when i can't sleep. (: OH, and you know! I told this to him already but i wanna say here cause he ask me to, if not he say my blog boring. -.- HAHA, k. So got this 3 ugly musketeers, that's what Ameer calls them lah. Who added me on fb this week, i mean last week, and chatchat with me and want to step gerek all you know. OMG so the annoying. Bbual nak i u i u lah awak kite lah, eeeee. Geli siak! Then bbual step manje all and step know-it-all. ERGH, irritating. Then can ask for my number some more, and when i didn't want to give, they still have the cheek to ask why. -.-' LOLOLOL, me and Ameer even kinda mocked them. Damn bastard sia, haha. Kan Ameer kan? I suke trains. Hahahaha! K that one inside joke ah. (; Oh, and one dude who's a year younger freaking asked me for stead. Go and die.

K i think that's all. Hahaha, k bye. (:

Yo! HEHE. Hiiiii.

Today's a TUESDAY, it's AMALINA's birthday. (Yes that girl in the picture, duhhhhh) K, ALOT of you don't know it. But i'm actually pretty close with her, she's been VERY NICE to me. She's like, my awesomest ass! At times she ANNOYS the fucking shit outta me. But at times she's as SWEET as candy. And she treats me AWESOME-LY too! Hehehe! One awesome friend she is. I tend to trust her and so i told her quite a few of my secrets, which i'm counting on her to keep of course. So anyways, a very happy sweet sixteenth to you babe! Sayang kau, ok pantat! Xoxoxxx. See you soon! ♥

Ok anw, on Monday. I slept at like fucking 6am! And i woke up at 10am, siap siap. Met Amirah at yewtee at 11.30am, talked a hell lot! Went to RP, while still talking. Collected my idk what thing, then went around to ask about the laptops for Amirah. Then went to 7 eleven to buy food and drinks then we went to eat at the foodcourt. We talked alot to, and Amirah story telling with me about her cousin all. Abit shocking ah, haha. K then we walked to cwp. Walked around cotton on area, then went to imm. Went cotton on, i bought a top and a bottom. Then we walked around imm, and i bought a long dress for 10bucks. Idk why i have a thing for dresses now. ^^ Heh! K then went toilet cause Amirah wanted to change to her work clothes. After that, sent her to work then i went to meet Ibu at her work place which is RIGHT BESIDE Amirah's work place. HAHA! Cool shit right? ^^ K anw. Waited for Ibu while she tended to her customer. Then placed my stuffs in Ibu's office and we went to eat at LJS. Wah, over there ah.. Ibu story telling with me you know! She tell me alot of stuffs that i didn't know about Kak Shasha, sumpah shocking nak mampus! K after eating all, went back to Ibu's office. Did account opening for me and lil sis, fucking cool shit yaww. Then Ibu could even check our names and guess what, there's only ONE of my name in the whole Singapore. My lil sister's name too, awesome shitzxs right?! WOOOO. We're cool and unique like that. (; HAHA, k after finishing everything. I RECEIVED MY FIRST EVER FUCKING COOL ATM CARD, hehehehe! Black siolllll, awwwwzuuuuum. I know righttttt. BAAAAM! Haha. K then I showed Ibu the clothes i bought, then she shocked my pants so cheap. So she decided to get one for Sarah too. Thus she curik curik kluar office then went cotton on and got one for Sarah, haha! Ibu aaaah, naughty naughty! Sambil ngah kerje leh sempat shopping~ TSK. Huhuu! K then after everything, Ibu sent me til the DBS entrance there. Then yeah, i went off. OH YEAH, there i saw 2 cisco guys hot siol. HEHE. K dah, back to story. Then i balik sendiri lah hor. Then yeah. Went home, laptop. Blahblahblah. Oh, and i webcam-ed with BASIRAH, my childhood bestfriend dok! RINDU. But omg, you know what! My new lappy, the webby terbalik siol! Sedih kaaaaan? ): I know, sighhhh. K anw. Tonight alot of people layang me ah, fun fun! Heheh. Oh, and ytd, AMEER HAN entertained me from 9plus at night til 4plus in the morning. BAIKKKKK, haha. Thanks dude! Oh, and i just made twitter! Still bodoh bodoh ok, i know. Just follow me and help me out alrights! Xoxoxx.

K lah bye.

Hi readers,

Wednesday-

Met Ibu and Sarah at 11.30am at cwp. Uncle Taslim, Auntie Lela and Norica came to fetch us and we headed to Johor. Went to buy kain at idk where, haha. I mean, i go there alot but idk the name of the place. Heh. Then we went to Bee. Auntie Lela and Norica did theirs first, then my turn. So Bee took my measurements all, then Ibu's turn. She did some alterations. So then after that, we left. Yeah, so Ibu blanje me 2 baju raya. AND MY FAVOURITE COLOURS YOU KNOW, hehe. Figure them out yourself. (; One is sepasang with Sarah and Ibu but different colours lah. Then another one is Kebaya Panjang lace nye, hehe. I sukaaaaa! ^^ Then we went Pizza Hut! :D Yuuuuum~ After eating, we went shopping! Haha. Walk walk til night yaw! Gerek~ I can't rmb what everybody else bought, but Ibu bought for me a purple and white top and a black dress. (: Then Unlce Taslim brought us to eat dinner at Stulang, sedaaaaap. I ate maggi goreng and satay, the maggi goreng i swear it's the most delicious maggi goreng (cooked malay style of course, not those instant maggi) i've ever had! :D K then they sent us home at about 11plus. Oh, and because it was til late i had no choice but to sleepover at Sarah's house. Then bathed and everything, lepak! We watched funny korean show on KBS World. After that, Ibu went to sleep so i went to watch Sarah play com. Then went to sleep at 4plus in the morning.

Thursday-

Sarah woke me up at i can't rmb what time, then bathed and got ready. We went to Bugis. Walkwalk, Sarah bought a pair of shorts. After that we bought ice cream and waited near the fountain area for Ayah. Then we walked all the way to City Hall, and had dinner at Lau Pa Sat. And again, because it's already late at night Ibu asked me to sleepover again. Then went home, bathed. Sarah used com again, i watched tv. Then watched Sarah play com again. Then Sarah went to sleep at i forgot what time, 2plus i think. Then i text text people. Then slept at 4plus in the morning again.

Friday-

Woke up at idk what time, can't rmb. Slack slack around the house. Then Auntie Lela called say go Johor again, so we all went to bathe and get ready. Then went to meet them downstairs, they fetched us. But this time, Norrick tagged along too. So, very the sempit ah. But it's ok, it was fun. So went Johor, Unlce Taslim dropped us off at Holiday Plaza. Then Ibu and Auntie Lela were in the bag shop for so long that us kids got bored so we went to KFC first. After eating, Ibu and Auntie Lela came. Fuuuuuh, Ibu with 3 plastic bags seh! Tsk tsk, Ibu bought 3 handbags and a wallet. *shakes head* Banyak nye Ibuuuuu. Haha, Auntie Lela just got one handbag if i'm not wrong. So then Ibu and Auntie Lela eat. Wah serious at KFC we damn kecoh sia, hahaha. K then after that, we walked to KSL. Ibu shopped again. So then, we went to eat at Banafe Cafe or something like that lah. Then after that we went to Pandan City walkwalk. Til 10plus, we left. So again, late night. So Ibu asked to sleepover again, HAHA. So they sent us home, reached home about 11plus 12. Text text, bathed, text text. Sarah and Ibu went to sleep early, like 12plus all sleep already. So i was laying in the dark texting people for about 2hours, then i switched on the tv. Watched tv til 4plus in the morning, then went to sleep.

Saturday-

Woke up at 11plus i think, but apparently Ibu and Sarah were already awake way before me lah. Haha, but i stayed in bed (ok actually it was a mattress, lol) for like 2-3hours. Heh, then text text. Watched Sarah play com, eat. Then we all bathed and left house at around 4plus 5 in the afternoon. Went to Clementi and met Ayah, went grocery shopping for Ayah at FairPrice. Then we went to put everything down at Ayah's house, then we headed downstairs to eat. Wah, sumpah sedaaaaap siol. Heh, then went back up lepak. Terlelap sekejap. Then left at around 8pm, and i went home. (: Reached home, straight away zooooom! Lappy. ^^ 4days already never use, haha. K, then i went to buy some food with my sis. I bought Beancurd from the Mr. Bean i think, Slurpee and the pizza thingy from 7 eleven. Then went home, eat and watched tv. Watched The Noose and Vampire Diaries on playlist. Then back to lappy. Edited pictures, and usual stuffs on the internet. (:

HAD AN AWESOME 4DAYS SPENT WITH SARAH AND FAMILY. THANKS KORANG, LOVE YOU ALL. ♥

K bye, it's past 3am and i want to go drink my Slurpee now. Hehe! Xoxox.

K saaap!

Saturday -

Morning met Afiqah, Insyirah and their mum at gombak mrt at 9am. Trained to Kranji, took bus to Johor. Went Larkin, walkwalk. Then Afiqah's aunt fetched us from Larkin about 2hours later, at around 12pm. Went to eat, i couldn't finish my noodles though. But the otah was delicious, it wasn't spicy though. Then we went Smart i think, idk lah what place. Inyirah, Afiqah's mum and Afiqah's aunt wen grocery shopping while Afiqah brought me around looking at clothes. The clothes, no comments ah. Nothing nice. But annoying part was, all those weird guys working at all the shops trying to get customers right.. They keep 'sweet-ing' and talking and trying to get our attention all, and taknak kalah one you know. OMG, SUMPAH IRRITATING SIA. _|_ K then after that we met the rest at the exit for the groceries area. Then Afiqah's aunt sent me and Afiqah at GIANT, then they went to Afiqah's aunt's house. So we walkwalk there look at clothes, and Afiqah bought for me a 39 ringgit dress! Though she bargain til 35 lah, but still. THANKS BABE, hehe! Sumpah i like the dress siol, dk why these days i LOVE dresses. Seriously, haha. Need more dresses, lol. K back to the story. After that Afiqah bought a shawl, then we had to walk back to Afiqah's aunt's house cause it's sorta near. SKALI HUJAN. So yeah, we mandi hujan ah. Pretty far leh to me, haha! But ok, lucky i wore slippers. Almost wore shoes sia, heh. K then lepak at the house til 4pm. Then we all left for Afiqah's aunt's shop. So the adults were busy back in the kitchen, me and Afiqah just sat down. At first we were sleepy lah, cause we slept in the car otw there. Then we eat keropok and drank lemon tea, then took pictures. THEN EAT, wahhh. THAT ONE AH, SUMPAH SEDAP NAK MAMPUS SIOLLLLLL. The chicken chop is ZE BEST. And the lamp chop too! Serious siaaaaa. (; The Burger Ramly also! Hahahaha. K then after maghrib all, when Afiqah's dad came then he eat. Then after he ate, we went off. Went to Pasar Borong, Afiqah's dad wanted jeans. And Afiqah got jeans too, and Insyirah got playdough thingy and a dress. Then we balik, they sent me til under my block there. Reached home 10plus 11 at night. AWESOME DAY, thanks again Afiqah and family. (:

Sunday - ROT.

Monday -

Slept for only half an hour from about 6am to 6.30am, haha! Actually didn't want to sleep cause i couldn't sleep til 5am then i felt tired, but i had to meet Afiqah at 6.30am under her block. Then tertidur lak, hehe. So i was late lah, met her at 7am instead. She was a few minutes late, then when she came down she said her mum and Insyirah following. Then she went up again to get something, so i waited. Then she came down and we had to wait for her mum and Insyirah, so we did some warm ups. Then when her mum and Insyirah came down, we walked to Brickland Road. Then jogged. When near the other end, suddenly something happened. I stopped, i was very dizzy, everything spinning sia, then my head felt so heavy like it's gonna fall off. Then my stomach hurt, and i felt like vomiting, and i sweat alot and it was cold sweat, i had difficulty breathing, and i almost fainted. Afiqah's mum said my lips pucat nak mampus. :/ So i stood there for around half an hour to cool down. Damn scary i tell you! Then after that we walked slowly back, and i was still quite giddy. Then i went home at about 10am.

Ok so, first jogging experience = FAIL. I'm like, so unhealthy lah. My BMI falls under the unhealthy range by one digit. I always slacked during PE, i've never ran for YEARS. I swear even for NAPHA and cross country i never ran, heh. ^^ So yeah, i need to get healthy. I shall slowly get stamina and make it higher, cause now i have no stamina at all. And i need muscles, i swear i'm weak like shit. Even kids could beat me in an arm wrestle, no joke. The Fuchun kids, they all beat me. Even girls you know. ): And i can't even open a bottle. -.-' So yeah, i need to train and get some musles. Hehehe.

Tuesday -

Last minute tibe tibe Amalina invited me to her house, so i went there at around 4pm. Watched tv, talktalk, ate at 6pm, then talktalk, after her whole family finished solat maghrib we watched tv again, talktalk, then i went home at around 9.30pm.

K BYE IT'S 3AM ALREADY, need to be at woodlands by 11.15am tmr(wed). Nights! ♥

HELLO. See the girl in the pic? I swear i love her ok, ♥

Monday- rot at home.

Tuesday- town with Amirah, Iqbal and Danish. It was damn fun, laughed til i cried sia. (Y)

Wednesday- rot at home.

Thursday- rot at home.

Friday- rot at home.

Saturday- town with Amirah, Aisyah and Iqbal. SHOPPING. Spent 300plus but still not satisfied yet, hahaha. ^^

Sunday- vivo and sentosa with Eicha, Aiko(Alim), Kent Net and Frina. Starting with Eicha AWESOME, after that boring already. Sumpah sia. And yay, Eicha gave me perfume! It smells damn nice i tell you. ^^ And we took lotsa pictures! (Y) All on fb, feel free to look. Left home at 11.30am, reached home at 12am. Nabei chibai, parents mad. HAHAHA! Fuck, whatever ah.

K summarised the whole week. Anything text me, bye. (;

K, edited some pictures. (: Love them both. ♥

K, i swear nowadays i'm just lazy to update ah. However, my life has been interesting these days. I'm loving my life, thanks to my friends too. Having so much fun with them, ^^

Alright, that's all. Sorry for the short update. Anything text me or inbox me in fb, bye!

Ok, sorry for the lack of posts. Sumpah malas nak mampus. (Swear lazy like shit) xD

Well, main point. I spent LOTS of AWESOME time with loved ones. Namely Amirah, Aisyah, Pravina, Iqbal, and the kids at Fuchun. All thanks to of course, dance. Hahah. K, lazy to update about my life now. If you really want to know, find out yourself personally from me. I don't mind sharing if you make an effort to know. (: Well, that's all for now.

DO COME DOWN TO TOA PAYOH HDB HUB TO SUPPORT FUCHUN BANDITS THIS SATURDAY, 26 FEB. TRY TO BE THERE BY 12PM, THANKS. ANYTHING, FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME. XOX. ♥

It's MALIK Monday. ♥ (;

One Direction is just too cute!

And Zayn Malik is just too hot. How awesome is he? VERY. ^^

K hi. I love Zayn Malik alot. And i love One Direction too. PEACE! (:

So yeah, it's valentine's day today. Forever alone day ah! HAHA. It's Malik Monday for meeee, ♥

K so Friday had dance. Saturday and Sunday rot at home. I swear now i'm like so stressed up y'know, there is so much things to do. All regarding dance ah, too much i can say. Gosh. Let's hope everything works out and falls perfectly into place.

So now is like 6am. Wondering why i'm up this early? Well, fact is i didn't even sleep. Ikr! I couldn't sleep when i wanted to, since before 12am. Tried to sleep, all the way til 4am. Then at 4, my mum asked me if i wanted to go eat mac. And since i didn't eat the whole day yesterday (yeah, ikr. sucks, no food ah at home.), so i went. Reached there around 4.45am ah, i had big breakfast. Reached home 5.30am, feel tired already. Thought of sleeping but then if i sleep, i need to wake up at 8am which is only 2hours plus of sleep. You kidding me? Bet you i won't wake up in time, confirm sleep til at least 11am then can wake up sia. So, no choice. Not gonna sleep.

Later whole day dedicated to dance, sad life i know. Morning choreo alone, afternoon practice with kids at Fuchun, after practice choreo more with Pravina til maybe night. *Sigh.

K i'm tumblin' right now, bye. (:

K hi, been a week since i last posted. Anw, what does it matter? Nobody reads my blog, haha. K hi HELENA NATASHA. ^^V

Dear myself, this is gonna be a loooong post. Ok go!

Alright, so last week i stayed home alot to 'amek hati' my parents ah. Hehe. So thursday stayed home. Friday out with Mama, Adik, Mummy, Daddy and Iffah. Ate at the Prata Place, then we went to Woodlands Waterfront for about an hour. After that, we slacked at Daddy's house. Oh, and because i didn't sleep on Thursday, i accidentally slept while we were watching a movie there. I slept at the ending sia! Wasted, now idk the ending. HAHA. K, then went home. Saturday, went lot1 with Amirah to get Nora's lunch then we went to Nora's house to slack. Watched Saw 7 and Easy A. (Y) Saw 7 was freaking disturbing, and Easy A was freaking awesome. Hahaha. Then we prayed, and then we went to limbang with a plan that Nora was gonna treat us bubble tea. BUT, shop close. So she treat us one dollar coke from mac instead, lol. Oh, and i saw Rahmat. So he works there, haha. Then went home, reached home about 9pm. From the lift i could already hear karaoke-ing, so i was like YAY! Confirm Daddy's here, haha. And i was right, Mummy, Daddy and Iffah came over. I went to bathe then slack watch them karaoke all, then Mummy did my nails! And she gave me some tips thingy, so yeah. Then they left at around 11pm cause Daddy's working the next day. After that i can't rmb what i did ah. Then Sunday stayed home all day i think.

Monday, Kak Iiqa's birthday! Happy Sexy Eighteenth Birthday. ♥ Present and card i pass you when we going out. (;

Wished her and stuff, and also her 13th monthsary with Abg Nas. Woooo! Hahaa, k. As usual, Fuchun Primary. But today, both Iqbal and Pravina couldn't make it so i asked Amirah to come along. We met earlier at yewtee and ate at JK, then went to buy drinks first then we went to Fuchun. Since we were about an hour early, i taught Amirah the dance steps. Then i taught the girls new steps and as for the guys, just made them brush up first. They all mad at me sia, cause i couldn't teach them new steps. Well, their steps are with Pravina what to do. So i released them early. After releasing the girls later on, me and Amirah did the Sweat choreo-d by Kak Iiqa and Laila then we did Shots choreo-d by Kak Iiqa. Then i taught Amirah the hand tutting that i did with Amalina and Pravina at Pravina's cousin's birthday party late last year. Then we kinda made fun of this girl, and then at about 4.30 we left. Cause Amirah had to go to work.

Tuesday, i was supposed to go out with Amirah after her work but i got too lazy so cancelled. Oh yeah, and tuesday's Batrisyia's birthday. Happy 12th birthday, ♥

So i stayed home lah that day. But the laptop like fuck, i switched it on at 5.30pm y'know. Then it hanged all the way til 11plus. -.-' So in between i just lie down and looked at my ceiling, and watched tv, Oh, and y'know. I keep birthday cards, love letters, friendship letters, goodbye letters, invitation cards, and random letters. And since i had nothing to do, i read them. A whole stack, gosh. I even have a card that my grandmother gave to me when i turned one. Oh, and one card was from my primary school bestfriend. Her birthday is just 4 days away from mine, and i rmb we bought each other the same thing. Actually, our mums did. We went to metro tgt, with our mums, and made them each buy this doodle bear thingy. Then we exchanged in the car, so cute right! Hahaha. Well i've sorta lost contact with her, but now i know she did very well for her o levels and she's in jc. And i have cards from sec2 to sec4 given by friends. Then i can't help but rmb my birthdays for each 3 years. Sec1 i can't rmb, maybe nothing special happened ah that's why can't rmb. HAHA. Anw. For sec2, awesome birthday surprise and birthday bash by my dearest Siti, Nadra and some dancers (Kak Iiqa, Nisa, Nadya, Ros, Fiq, Huda, Siti kecik, Wiyah). For sec3, cute birthday surprise by Nadra, Ili and Siti. Well, also the lots of birthday presents that i had to carry, plus the big bear Nadra gave me. ^^ Ili designed a cake specially for me, and i had awesome presents and cards from each of them. (': For sec4, nothing much ah. Cause it was fasting, but it's cute how i entered the hall and my dear bulatians started singing me a birthday song and every single malay sec3s and sec4s in the hall sang too. I was shy though, got my crush also. LOL. K, then after that had dance practice (sorta) before aep so me, Pravina, Amalina and Fazillah went to this block beside mph behind yewtee point. But, happens that me, Amalina and Fazillah weren't fasting. Then we were eating lunch there lah. Skali i was playing with something, then suddenly got cake come out and they started singing. Aww, how sweet. And i got alot of presents also, then i go home people all look at me. Hehe. Then at home, Mama had a candle on a tub of Swensen's ice cream for me. And i had a day out with Ulrica the next day, and then Mummy, Daddy, Iffah, Rudy, Ibu and Sarah came over to break fast and Ulrica joined. Then suddenly got cake also, unexpected ah. HAHA. Had fun lah, ^^ Andand, my parents got me a baby phat for my birthday! Woooo. Then got few letters given by my dearests when i was going away to China for ONLY TEN DAYS, haha. So cute right my dear girls? Then when i went to China also, my partner in class gave me a goodbye letter. HAHA. Memories~ And i have alif's letter too, which i don't believe that he write it. His english not like that one. Confirm Ili Amirah all help out lor, just like the text to ask for stead. STUPID. K anw, then got alot more lah hor. If you've given me something read-able and keep-able, then it's there. HAHA. So yeah, i was just sitting down reading 'em and memories of the days were playing in my mind like a movie. Awesome. Thanks all of you who contributed to these sweet memories. ♥ I know i don't have awesome life like Nadya and awesome friends like hers and all that, but i still have awesome friends who cares for me. (': I love you all.

OK, EMO MUCH. HAHAHA. So that was tuesday, moving on now. Wednesday, went out. Replacement for tuesday, haha. So i left early, went IMM and walked around the ground floor like 2 times then i walked around cotton on and got myself quite a few stuffs while waiting for Amirah to finish her work. Then went to toilet cause Amirah wanted to change, then saw Ibu! Weee. Talked to her for awhile, she was having her lunch break. Then we went Watsons and i bought Paul Franks Lip Smacker, cotton candy flavoured! (Y) Hahaha. Then went Aries and i got a box for Kak Iiqa's birthday present. Then we had no aim. So we wanted to take shuttle bus to jurong mrt first, then saw Ibu again! HAHA, she was going back to work ah. Then she bring us into her office, she wanted to show me. Then she said next time anytime just drop by and if she has no customer/client i can go in and sit and talktalk and stuff. Hahaha, so cute. I confirm will one, if i rmb. Hehe! K, then me and Amirah took the train to JP. We ate at Ananas there, then walkwalk at JP with no aim. HAHA. Oh, and then i bought a bracelet from Diva too. Gosh, i spent too much on that day. I swear. I spent a total of $69.70, oh god. Shopping much? Haha. Then we went in the specs shop to see contact lens. Sial lah, 18bucks only leh. Then i sit there so long consider want buy anot, the guy kept cracking lame jokes. Haha! Then end up, he ask me go home first think then come back next time. So yeah, then it was 7plus. Then Amirah came over to my house. We spent about an hour on the computer cause she asked me to help with her blog. So i did her banner for her, her profile pic, and then i moved the whole thing to the centre. Once i completed, i taught Amirah how to work tumblr. YAY, now she has tumblr! HAHA. K, then i sent her to mrt station and when i got home, FRUIT LOOPS! Hahaha, Mama bought me cereals and milk. Yummeh~ Then slept 6plus in the morning as usual ah.

Today, thursday, supposed to meet Pravina to choreo more steps at 4.3opm. But i was all sick and giddy so yeah, cancelled. So i just rested at home. By 6 like that i was feeling better, then i watched Princess and Transformers 2. And yeah, now i'm on the computer.

K bye! (;

Hi it's 3.30 in the morning and i can't sleep.

Monday: AWESOME.

Met Iqbal around 12pm, lunched at lot 1 Food Culture. Went to Marsiling and bought drinks for ourselves and skittles for the kids. Iqbal treat me drink, thanks dude! Then went to Fuchun, first time without Pravina. ): But it's ok. So then had some chitchats with the kids, waited til all of them arrived. Iqbal made them do some warm ups then we did some recalling and continued teaching them the rest of the choreo slowly. But without Pravina, it was kinda troublesome. Cause when we choreo, i think for girls and she think for boys. So those that the girls and boys will do diff steps, i won't know the boys one. So i only continued teaching the girls ah, for the boys i made them all go and teach Harjan the steps since he didn't come last week. After that, around 3.30pm, Mdm Maryanni came. We all gathered and talked about the costumes and stuffs, then after she left me and Iqbal made the kids do a few rounds with the song then we dismissed them. And just like last week, they all didn't want to go home. -.- Only about 3 of them left after dismissal, the rest stayed then we talked and crapped and did some nonsense all that. HAHA, we even arm wrestle all. WAH, i very sad leh. They all stronger than me, even the girls. -.-' Except for Luo Ling, hehe. The boys all die die want to challenge even knowing that i already lose to all the girls, wth. Then they all also play play with my hair and phone and what not, nice bonding session. Then we all left the music room at 5pm. Harjan, Batrisya and Antresh like want to stalk me and Iqbal sia. Follow us all the way til reach Pravina's block there then one of them wanted to buy bubble tea then the rest follow. HAHAHA. K then went home. Then i don't rmb what i do ah.

Tuesday:

Rot at home, did house chores.

Wednesday:

Rot at home, did house chores.

See lah, i stayed home for TWO days already leh. Why? Because my parents kinda mad that i kept going out everyday, haiyaaaa. Tmr (or later actually since now is already morning) i wanna go out, i'll ask tmr though. I still mean later, lol. Parents sleep already and just now i didn't feel like asking, haha. So tmr i need to wake up early! Later, whatever. I'm supposed to meet my friend 1pm, which means i need to get up at 12pm. However i need to wake up earlier, then pretend to do some stuffs first and maybe do some house chores too, then ask if i can go out. Hopefully can. *crosses fingers* Hahaha.

Anw, thanks to rotting at home the past two days.. I've gone back to tumblr, i didn't go there for more than 3 weeks already sia. And the FIRST day (or night actually) that i went back to tumblr, it got me stuck there for hours all the way til 7am. -.-' HAHAHA.

K, it's 3.45am already. I need to wake up at around 11am so i better go sleep now. BYE.

Ok, hi again. Hahaha, second post about an hour later but i don't care. (:

Had a conversation with my mum just now.

Me: *walks into the living room*

Mama: Dah mandi belum?

Me: Belum, nanti ah.

Mama: Beh nak ape?

Me: Can i work?

Mama: You know the answer to that.

Me: I know lah, but can't i like work in the morning til evening like that? And then you don't tell papa?

Mama: Where you want to work?

Me: Don't know, anywhere ah.

Mama: Why you want to work? Nak duit?

Me: Yea.

Mama: By the time you get a job also, your school is gonna start in about one month later. So what's the point? You need register and everything, and you just start working so you can't take lots of leave.

Me: Mm.

Mama: What for you need money?

Me: I want more clothes.

Mama: Nak shopping? Baju dah banyak, nak baju lagi?

Me: Ya lah, not enough. I going poly leh.

Mama: Nak brape?

Me: *shrugs shoulders*

Mama: Mm. Later i give you money lah.

Me: K. *walks away and go up to my room*

Inside i'm fucking happy lah hor, hehe. (Y) :D

Then after that, my mum came up to my room and another conversation started.

Mama: How much is your range for clothes?

Me: I don't know.

Mama: If i give 50 enough?

Me: 50 max i can only get 3 tops, tu pun dari cotton on ah.

Mama: Then how much you need?

Me: Mm, around 200?

Mama: Why so much?

Me: I want lots of clothes, and i don't want cotton on.

Mama: *walks away*

I hope she gives me 200 or more, *crosses fingers*

Hehehehe. I'm a happy girl. So who want go shopping with me next week? :D

Hello to myself, haha. Cause no one reads my fucking blog, lol.

Friday went to Amalina's house with Cindy, Emma, Rahmat and Wiya. Watched 2movies, and ate awesome food. After everyone left, i was the only one there til Shireen came. At 8plus, i went to meet Amirah and we sat under her block and chitchat. Then around 9, i left for Gombak. Went to alif there to meet Kak Iiqa, Abg Nas, Ajun and Kak Iiqa's parents for awhile. Then i went to buy food for my family, and reached home 10plus. Then i forget ah what i do at home hor.

Saturday stayed home, Amirah and Aisyah came over. Watched some movies and stuffs, and they left at 8plus. Then i can't rmb what i did but i slept at 3plus in the morning.

Today i went to meet Pravina to choreo steps. Met her at Marsiling mrt station and we went to mph. When i needed the toilet, we went up to her house and then we got lazy so we didn't go back down but we stayed in her room instead. We were supposed to continue choreo-ing in her room but we were so lazy so we just talked and talked wil 7plus. Then i went to Yishun to meet Kak Tity to pass some things, then went back to Gombak. Met my mum and sis to eat, then went home at 9plus at night.

I have so many WANTS right now.

I want to work. I want cash. I want to shop. I want clothes. I want bags. I want shoes. I want pink laptop. I want highlight my hair pink and purple. I want more nail polish of different colours. I want to paint my room pink and purple. I want to dance. I want to go out more. Lol, i go out almost everyday already. -.- HAHA, k stupid. I want my hair faster grow long long. I want grow abit taller, i too short. I want to ice skate, it's been years. I want to go bowling. I want sleepovers. I want new phone. I want mp3. I want perfumes. I want more awesome highcuts. Lol, i'm a brat. -.- HAHA, k bye.

Tuesday one by one perangai seh. Ok first, i met Amirah and ate at yewtee. Then met Kak Iiqa and we all went to Sembawang. As usual, we were the first to arrive. The rest came an hour later.. Then, it started. The 'open talk'. But then, they all started fighting. Me and Amirah just sit one corner and watch, we didn't get involved. But whatever it is, i'm on Kak Iiqa's side, no matter what. So Syqin and Yanna backed out and we were short of 3 dancers, thanks alot. Then we decided to just carry on and find replacements later on. After practice, me and Amirah went to jurong point cause i had to change my earpiece, rmb. Spent one hour there sia, i can't even rmb how many times i queue-ed for the customer service. I think the person also tired of me already, haha! So end up i changed to this red one ah, and had to pay extra. Then we went to Ananas Cafe to eat, and then home. That's when another problem came up. Kak Tity and Lah also backed out. So now, with only 3 dancers left, we kinda quit the Danceworks ah. No choice right, haiyaaaa. Actually, the whole thing very very the long story ah but i lazy to type and you all also no need kpo so i just summarise lor. First: Me, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Shazlin. Second: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Shazlin, Syqin, Yanna. Third: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna. Fourth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna, Yani. Fifth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna. Sixth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna, Lah. Seventh: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Lah. Eight: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Lah, Nisha. Ninth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Nisha. With that, Kak Iiqa cancelled everything. You see, all these people. Masuk kluar masuk kluar, haiyo. Kecoh. Hmm, so yeah.

Then in the wee hours, otp with Ulrica. Htht-ed, and crapped also. Awesome. Then slept at around 5am.

Wednesday, i woke up with 9 text messages. Oh, i woke up at 12pm. Very the late, i know. So when i woke up, everybody else know their results already. HAHA. So yeah, i got posted to Hotel and Hospitality Management at Republic Polytechnic. (: Then, yeah. I slacked at home. Didn't really do much. Then in the wee hours, otp with Amirah for awhile. Talked about the dance thingy lor, what else. Hmm. Then i watched tv, and slept at around 4am.

Today, i woke up at around 12pm. Watch tv, bathe and get ready. Went to yewtee, waited at playground for like half an hour. Saw quite alot of people but all didn't see me, haha! Good ah. ^^ Then Nadra came, i hugggg her! Woooo~ Then we talktalk, walked to KFC. Sat down only, then Kak Iiqa called me asked me to meet her at mrt station. So, we went. While waiting there, saw Kak A'an! She getting prettier sia, i think she's getting married this year or next year. Ok, then talktalk with Kak Iiqa for awhile. She passed me my money and Kak Tity's stuffs, then she went off. So me and Nadra went back to KFC. I ate Shrooms Snackers with Ice Milo and a regular Whipped Potato while Nadra drank Rootbeer. Then we talktalktalk, hahaha. Best hor. Then we went toilet, then went lot1. She accompanied me to Cotton On, i bought 2 tops. Then i accompanied her to see watches, she wants to buy a new watch. Then i walked her to the interchange and then i went home. Reached home SO early seh, haha! Nobody was home, i think they went to eat ah. Then i used com. When they came back, Mama came into my room and was like, "Dah balik? Siang nye? Slalu malam baru balik.." Then she walked off. HAHA! Translation: Home already? So early? Usually you come home at night. LOL. So now, three hours later from that incident with my mum, my whole family went out to watch Green Hornet without me. ): I want to watch seh! Haiyaaaa~ Now i'm home alone with nothing to do, so bored. Hmmm. Ok bye lah.

Hi hi. (:

Saturday and Sunday kinda rot at home ah. Nothing much.

Monday, which is today, is AWESOME.

So I woke up at 7.50am. Yes, fucking early. Insufficient sleep already, haha! K, then met Iqbal at cck platform and went to meet Pravina under her block. Headed off to an mph nearby to choreo, and we kinda laughed non stop thanks to Iqbal and his 'dancing'. Hahaha. Then around 11.50am then we went to Fuchun Primary, got into the music room. Slaaaaack! HAHA. We were like crapping and doing lotsa nonsense things, gosh they're awesome. And when the students came, we started teaching them the choreo. I swear i got a lil mad, i think Pravina did too. Some of the kids are just plain rude and it's like they have no respect for us. Thank god Iqbal's there, so he kinda told them not to do that. Hopefully they won't the following lesson. So after that, we did a little bonding session. We got together then we just talked and laughed and gossiped lah, awesome. I swear i almost pee-ed! HAHAHA. No kidding ok, it was THAT much laughter. (Y) ^^ Then after the kids all left at around 4pm, we went home lah. So otw home with Iqbal, I called my mum and she told me to wait at gombak mrt station's pick-up point there. Which i did. Then we all went to jurong point. Ate at banquet, and my dad made jokes and we were like eating while laughing. Haha! Then walked around. My dad wanted to get a headphone of great quality, so we went into so many different shops. Then at one of the shops, i saw an earpiece that i totally fell in love with! It was PINK, PURPLE and white. Pink and purple you know! Favourites. Hehe, so i asked my dad to buy for me. ^^ 30plus ah, but like fuck. When i went home and try, there was something wrong with it. So my dad called them and they allow me to get a new one tmr, means i gotta go there at night after dance most probably alone. -.-' K anw, then my dad bought this 200plus or 300plus headphone. LOL. Then walkwalk, i bough chewy junior! Yummeh~ Me likey likey! Hehe. Then we went to westmall for awhile to return my sister's library books and then went home. Reached home at like 9plus at night. OMG, more than an hour outside. So rimas! Yeah, then i bathed lah. Haha.

So tmr having dance as usual, til night. Then after that going jurong point, possibly alone, to go change my stupid earpiece. And oh, i'm currently missing a hell lot of people! )':

Ok bye.

I got bored and I can't sleep, so i changed my whole blogskin. Well, the template is still same lah. Just played with the colours all, and changed the background too. So now it's like 1.10am, sigh.

K, so just now (yesterday since it's past 12am) went town. Firstly woke up early, supposed to have dance but Pravina texted and said it was cancelled. So i joined my friends go town ah. Since i woke up early, i had alot of time. But i was lazy to dress up, all i wore was a tee, shorts and slippers. But then, for the first time i wore eye shadow and liquid liner. By myself! HAHA, chey. Lol, k. Then i was early, reached cck 5 min before 12pm. Aisyah reached 1 or 2 min after 12pm, Iqbal reached even later i can't rmb what time. Then we took bus and alighted at Tangs. Walkwalk, met Fazillah and Hanafi about two hours later at Somerset mrt station. Faz fainted, long story. Then we went to eat at 313 kfc, and walked around more. When we went to Scape, Iqbal wanted to go see 98.7 recording studio. So we did ah, and we saw one of the Muttons and he smiled and waved at us. So nice, hahaha. K, then. Walked more. I was short of cash, so all i bought were 2 bracelets. ^^ Then me, Aisyah and Iqbal bus-ed back to cck while Fazillah and Hanafi went for dinner. Upon reaching cck, we headed to Bluez to get 8 friendship bands for Bulatians members. Iqbal paid for me! Hehe, thanks Iqbal. Then, rushed home. Reached home just nice 7pm. Today, i had a curfew. I had to reach home by 7pm. Well, my mum was kinda mad that i go out when dance is cancelled. She was like saying how i can't stay home even one day, everyday must go out and what not. Then after that she accused me of having a boyfriend just cause i text late at night always and i keep going out. -.- Then i was like 'No!' and she went 'Beh kluar ngan siape?!' (Then go out with who?!). So i answered her 'Aisyah, Fazillah and Iqbal' then she keep quiet. And after that then she gave me the curfew. Waaaah, nb. Lucky can go out. Oh, and Hanafi joined us last minute that's why i didn't mention him when my mum asked. So back to the story, haha! Reached home, put my stuffs all. Then i went down to my tuition centre to meet Ms Soh for awhile. Showed her my results and we talked awhile, it was nice. Then i went to buy food for my mum and myself. And yea, that's about it ah. (:

Bye now, i gotta sleep soon. It's already 1.20am! Haiyo~ Hahaha. Nights. ♥

Saaaaaap! :D

Monday was awesome! Got to 'bond' a lil bit with the kids, i swear they were irritating ah. They like got no respect for us, but they're nice lah. Hm, after that me and Pravina met Iqbal and we caught Burlesque at cwp. It was the best movie ever! I feel like dancing like that ah, hahaha. LOL.

K, then went home 10plus! ^^

Tuesday normal lah, dance practice til night hor. But alot of people didn't come, so released early. Then me and Amirah went lot1 walkwalk then walk to yewtee slackslack then go home around 9.30pm.

Wednesday also normal, dance practice til night. BUT, me and Amirah were excused early cause we went to cwp to meet cikgu nora and some of the other malay classmates. Cikgu blanje Swensens! Awesome ah cikguuuuuu! Wooo~ SAYANG cikgu banyak banyak! BEST teacher ever lah can. ^^ ♥ Then separated with the rest. Me, Amirah, Fazillah and Iqbal went to arcade. HAHA, well. We just watched Iqbal play only lah. (: Then Faz went home while the three of us went to cck near Iqbal's house there. Me and Amirah practiced dance, until sweat seh! Hehe, for like 1hour. Semangat or what, kan Ami kan? :D Then went home 9plus ah, hahah.

K bye!

K, nowadays everyday is dance practice for me k. That's all y'all need to know, details all no need. Haha! So tired to blog anw. Except for weekends though, that one usually don't have dance.

Other than that, results. Everybody keep asking me, even people i don't know. What's up with that? Anw, same goes. Y'all don't need to know details ah k. Basically, i can go poly la. And it's good enough for me and my parents, that's all. So, yea.

Anything else you want to know? No? K good. I won't blog often, anything can text me. (:

And if you want to be linked, just tag k. I'll visit my blog often but won't update it that much ah eh, k bye.

Sorry, you don't have to read this post. I just need to write it somewhere, cause i don't feel like telling anyone.

Mataer ni macam kental, masih yp lagi. Beh nak step mane nye big fuck.

Fikir hot pe amek gambar tunjuk cleavage kau? EW.

Step minah tak menjadi.

Pat atas tu, pompuan sial. (: Perangai, ew! Hak pui ah girl, bbual world sia. Banyak tipu hor, kau belah lagi bagus. Buang mase orang je, we're better off without you la eh. Kau duduk situ berjam takde hasil, entah ape je yang kau buat. Banyak kau nye creative la ni la tu la eh, merepek ah sial. Step art student sume, beh tengok art kau cam taik sial. Kitorang bukan art student pun leh buat lagi bagus, banyak la kau nye art student. Kite setengah jam gitu dah complete satu bende. Mataer pun nak step mane nye big fuck, padehal baru 15. Bbual kurang ajar lak, yp ah seh. Kau nak joget tapi tak put in effort, orang lain kaku pun tak complain and dorang TRY tau. Dorang put in effort to make themselves better. Kau, tak try, buat sikit pastuh tak habis habis complain kaku la ni la tu la. Eh, stop it seh. Nak fit in pun tak menjadi, nak popularity je eh kau. Takmau nak step gerek ah, please. So CHILDISH, takde satu orang pun yang suke kau la. Nak perangai camtu, tapi tau takut. Abeh, cengeng! Sikit je nak nangis, sikit je nak complain. Bodoh seh, k da. We're all so glad you're OUT now.

To read more detailed blog post about her, go to Kak Iiqa's blog or Kak Tity's blog. ^^

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Boyyyy. ♥

You were MIA for about a month, and i tried my best not to think about you. Yes, my very best. I was almost there, ok that's a lie. Maybe it's like, half way there. Yea, half way to forgetting you. But then you suddenly pop up out of nowhere and start chatting with me again. You totally blew it, you made me start falling for you all over again. The same way you did these past 4 years. Yes, four. Crazy, isn't it? For three nights straight we chatted, and i loved it. The first two nights, you put a smile on my face. But tonight, it was different. You were different. Well, at first you did put a smile on my face. I even laughed a little alone in my room, thanks to you. But then, you started to be all emotional. You've never been this way to me, it's the first. You sounded so sad, so depressed, you even cursed your life and hate yourself. That's when you made me feel so dead. Because, you have no idea how much it hurts for me. But i am more than happy that you're actually sharing it with me. I am facing almost the same thing, but you wouldn't know cause i don't have the guts to tell you. I'm afraid of what you would say, what you would think, what you would feel. Everything, i'm just scared. I wonder what you even think of me right now. Even in school, i've caught you looking at me quite a number of times. What does it mean? I really want to know. But tonight, i just badly wanted to tell you. I wanted you to know that there's someone out there who loves you, and life is not all that bad. But i gave it a second thought, and decided not to tell you. To think of it, i might never tell you. Like i said, i am a scare-dy cat. When you kept talking to me about all those girls, and you know what? I wished i was one of them. I wished it was me whom you flirt with all the time and text everyday, but then i thought. Why? I'd rather be a friend of yours, who you'll share stuffs with, than be some girl who you flirt with for a moment and then leave them hanging there. You have this habit, of being so sweet to girls but i bet that's not how you really feel. You yourself said you are 'gatal', sigh. You're just toying with their hearts, like how you played mine. Sometimes, you make me oh so crazy about you. Being hot, cute, sweet and all. But sometimes, i just hate you. Because you make me confuse, you make me think of you all the time but not knowing how to truly feel about you. Being friends with you, is already awesome for me although it hurts me at times. But i appreciate it alot, i really do. To tell you the truth, i have absolutely no idea of my feelings towards you. If it's a crush, it's been too long. If it's love, it doesn't feel right. It definitely is not hatred, cause you make my tummy all tingly. Oh boy, if only you can set things straight for me.

Saaaaaaap! :D

Wednesday was a great day spent with Pravina, she came over to my house. We did some planning, brain-storming for ideas, and stuffs. It was fun, all sorts of funny ideas also came, hehe. Then we talked about some other stuffs too, and then we watched tv. Oh, she showed me a vid of her lil baby cousin dancing and sorta singing to this tamil song which goes like "Pudi puda pudi puda, excuse me mister.." HAHA! It was stuck in my head, she's just SO cute! xD

So then i sent her to the mrt station at 7plus cause it was raining heavily.

At night, i used the laptop. Chatted with Seri Nashira, Ameer and Izzat. Lol. Thanks for entertaining me people, hahah!

K, i slept like super late, like 5plus in the morning. So i kinda woke up abit late ah. Kak Iiqa texted me at 8plus and i didn't reply then she called me at 9plus, and i was like in the "I'm still in bed and i just woke up" kinda voice, haha! Yea, then hurried bathe and all. Went to yewtee to meet Kak Iiqa. Amirah was late! So the two of us story story first, nyahahaha. Then when Amirah came, we trained to Yishun. Meet Kak Tity then we went to meet Nunu and Yana at mac. Had practice, it was awesome. Lots of drama though. -.- That Shazlin ah, haiyo. K nvm, you all don't have to know. But anw, i am so proud of Amirah! HEHEHE. ^^ Amirah left early for work though, so after that story story with the other girls excluding Shazlin. Then i trained back with Kak Iiqa cause the rest went toilet first. Reached home 7plus, sempat say hi to my tuition teacher sia. Cause i happened to walk there when my sister is still waiting outside with her friends, and when i was giving my sister one sticky then the door open. So say hi lor, hehe.

Alrights, bye for now. (:

Boo! Hehee.

Sunday was a stay-home day for me. But at night, i watched Dhoom2, Epic Movie and Dua Hati Satu Jiwa, haha. After that watched some series shows on tv, then slept at like 6plus in the morning. Standard seh, this past few weeks ah, i keep sleeping around 6am. Fuck sia.

And my mum gave a new rule for me. D: From today onwards, i cannot use the laptop past 10pm. OMG, so the tak gerek seh. Oh well.

Today went yewtee photocopy ic then met Kak Iiqa, trained to Sembawang to meet Nas to get speaker. Mak, speaker takde lagi besar pe seh. Speaker computer dok, hahah. And in the end also cannot use. So then went to Yishun to meet Kak Tity and Shazlin(i think), then went buy food and headed off to an mph nearby. So we choreo-ed some steps, and managed to complete the first part for the video thingy. Then we talktalk, gossip sikit ah, then went home like 8pm. But Kak Iiqa ngan Kak Tity didn't go home cause they went to search for a speaker. So yea. That's today, i had fun. (: Oh, there's actually more people of course, but the rest couldn't make it.

To those who are schooling, hehehehe. I'll be sleeping at home while you all are in school tmr. ^^ Ok bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~ ♥

Ok, sorry i didn't update for a whole week. But hey, nobody reads my blog right? Nyahaha.

So let's have a recount. But i'll keep it short and try not to include every details yea, hahah. ^^

Monday:

Slacked at Amalina's crib from morning til night. Watched Despicable Me and Disaster Movie. Did some other stuffs too, haha. Went home at 8plus.

Tuesday:

Out with Nadra, awesome! We took a bus to Plaza Singapura and caught a 11.25am show for Little Fockers, it was hilarious! Then we bus-ed to Far East, ate KFC, walkwalk at Far East and Nadra bought a pair of jeans, then walked to Somerset area all. Went to Heeren and Nadra bought her pencil case for school, then train-ed to cck. Went lot1, both of us shopped at cotton on, then walkwalk around lot1, sent Nadra to bus interchange and i went to cut my hair. After that, Rudy called. So yea, went to bukit batok to meet him for awhile ah. Lepak, bbual jap while his friends were emo-ing cause something happened. After they were alright, we walked to bukit gombak. I bought my jeans, and then they all sent me home at around 7plus. And my Supra came at 9plus. Hehe. K done.

Wednesday:

Out with Amirah, awesome too! We met at yewtee cause i wanted to eat first, we went to mac. After eating, we train-ed to clarke quay to buy my STICKY~ Hehehe, then we went to Vivo. Walkwalk, then we went to city hall. Walkwalk again, i bought my Volcom cap, hehe. Then walkwalkwalk, RAIN. Waaaa, fed up. So we sat at mac ah, while waiting for the rain to stop. I bought a coke while Amirah bought apple pie. When it stopped raining, we walked to penin. Walkwalk, i bought 3 guitar picks and a tie-dye shirt. Then we train-ed home at 6plus. Otw home, i stopped by Afiqah's house to get something. Reached home, packed my stuff, then went out to eat with my mum. K.

Thursday:

Out with Mama, Daddy and Iffah! Awesome~ We went karaoke-ing, hahaha! Then Mama's friends join, one idk her name i just call her Cik, the other one is Cik Ida, i've blogged about her quite a few times i think. Lol, k so. We left at 8 around there. Mama left with her friends, dk go where ah. So i went home with Daddy and Iffah. After that i went to buy food for Papa and Anis. Oh, my sis went to camp from Tuesday to Thursday.

Friday:

Met Nasyitah at yewtee to exchange presents. ♥

Then met Ulrica at city hall. Walkwalkwalk, missed her. Hahah, then home at 7plus. Met Daddy, Mummy and Iffah with Mama and Anis to go eat downstairs. Then went home, slacked. Took lotsa pictures with Anis and Iffah, we laughed so much i tell ya. Hehee. Then 11.30pm we went downstairs to join the countdown, haha. After that, we went Alif to eat. Yummeh! ^^ Then Iffah sleepover while Daddy and Mummy went home. We played guitar together and singsing, fun! Hahaha. xD

Saturday:

Ok so, now we're all just slacking at home. K bye! ;D