Ok, hi again. Hahaha, second post about an hour later but i don't care. (:

Had a conversation with my mum just now.

Me: *walks into the living room*

Mama: Dah mandi belum?

Me: Belum, nanti ah.

Mama: Beh nak ape?

Me: Can i work?

Mama: You know the answer to that.

Me: I know lah, but can't i like work in the morning til evening like that? And then you don't tell papa?

Mama: Where you want to work?

Me: Don't know, anywhere ah.

Mama: Why you want to work? Nak duit?

Me: Yea.

Mama: By the time you get a job also, your school is gonna start in about one month later. So what's the point? You need register and everything, and you just start working so you can't take lots of leave.

Me: Mm.

Mama: What for you need money?

Me: I want more clothes.

Mama: Nak shopping? Baju dah banyak, nak baju lagi?

Me: Ya lah, not enough. I going poly leh.

Mama: Nak brape?

Me: *shrugs shoulders*

Mama: Mm. Later i give you money lah.

Me: K. *walks away and go up to my room*

Inside i'm fucking happy lah hor, hehe. (Y) :D

Then after that, my mum came up to my room and another conversation started.

Mama: How much is your range for clothes?

Me: I don't know.

Mama: If i give 50 enough?

Me: 50 max i can only get 3 tops, tu pun dari cotton on ah.

Mama: Then how much you need?

Me: Mm, around 200?

Mama: Why so much?

Me: I want lots of clothes, and i don't want cotton on.

Mama: *walks away*

I hope she gives me 200 or more, *crosses fingers*

Hehehehe. I'm a happy girl. So who want go shopping with me next week? :D

Hello to myself, haha. Cause no one reads my fucking blog, lol.

Friday went to Amalina's house with Cindy, Emma, Rahmat and Wiya. Watched 2movies, and ate awesome food. After everyone left, i was the only one there til Shireen came. At 8plus, i went to meet Amirah and we sat under her block and chitchat. Then around 9, i left for Gombak. Went to alif there to meet Kak Iiqa, Abg Nas, Ajun and Kak Iiqa's parents for awhile. Then i went to buy food for my family, and reached home 10plus. Then i forget ah what i do at home hor.

Saturday stayed home, Amirah and Aisyah came over. Watched some movies and stuffs, and they left at 8plus. Then i can't rmb what i did but i slept at 3plus in the morning.

Today i went to meet Pravina to choreo steps. Met her at Marsiling mrt station and we went to mph. When i needed the toilet, we went up to her house and then we got lazy so we didn't go back down but we stayed in her room instead. We were supposed to continue choreo-ing in her room but we were so lazy so we just talked and talked wil 7plus. Then i went to Yishun to meet Kak Tity to pass some things, then went back to Gombak. Met my mum and sis to eat, then went home at 9plus at night.

I have so many WANTS right now.

I want to work. I want cash. I want to shop. I want clothes. I want bags. I want shoes. I want pink laptop. I want highlight my hair pink and purple. I want more nail polish of different colours. I want to paint my room pink and purple. I want to dance. I want to go out more. Lol, i go out almost everyday already. -.- HAHA, k stupid. I want my hair faster grow long long. I want grow abit taller, i too short. I want to ice skate, it's been years. I want to go bowling. I want sleepovers. I want new phone. I want mp3. I want perfumes. I want more awesome highcuts. Lol, i'm a brat. -.- HAHA, k bye.

Tuesday one by one perangai seh. Ok first, i met Amirah and ate at yewtee. Then met Kak Iiqa and we all went to Sembawang. As usual, we were the first to arrive. The rest came an hour later.. Then, it started. The 'open talk'. But then, they all started fighting. Me and Amirah just sit one corner and watch, we didn't get involved. But whatever it is, i'm on Kak Iiqa's side, no matter what. So Syqin and Yanna backed out and we were short of 3 dancers, thanks alot. Then we decided to just carry on and find replacements later on. After practice, me and Amirah went to jurong point cause i had to change my earpiece, rmb. Spent one hour there sia, i can't even rmb how many times i queue-ed for the customer service. I think the person also tired of me already, haha! So end up i changed to this red one ah, and had to pay extra. Then we went to Ananas Cafe to eat, and then home. That's when another problem came up. Kak Tity and Lah also backed out. So now, with only 3 dancers left, we kinda quit the Danceworks ah. No choice right, haiyaaaa. Actually, the whole thing very very the long story ah but i lazy to type and you all also no need kpo so i just summarise lor. First: Me, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Shazlin. Second: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Shazlin, Syqin, Yanna. Third: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna. Fourth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna, Yani. Fifth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna. Sixth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Syqin, Yanna, Lah. Seventh: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Lah. Eight: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Kak Tity, Lah, Nisha. Ninth: Me, Amirah, Kak Iiqa, Nisha. With that, Kak Iiqa cancelled everything. You see, all these people. Masuk kluar masuk kluar, haiyo. Kecoh. Hmm, so yeah.

Then in the wee hours, otp with Ulrica. Htht-ed, and crapped also. Awesome. Then slept at around 5am.

Wednesday, i woke up with 9 text messages. Oh, i woke up at 12pm. Very the late, i know. So when i woke up, everybody else know their results already. HAHA. So yeah, i got posted to Hotel and Hospitality Management at Republic Polytechnic. (: Then, yeah. I slacked at home. Didn't really do much. Then in the wee hours, otp with Amirah for awhile. Talked about the dance thingy lor, what else. Hmm. Then i watched tv, and slept at around 4am.

Today, i woke up at around 12pm. Watch tv, bathe and get ready. Went to yewtee, waited at playground for like half an hour. Saw quite alot of people but all didn't see me, haha! Good ah. ^^ Then Nadra came, i hugggg her! Woooo~ Then we talktalk, walked to KFC. Sat down only, then Kak Iiqa called me asked me to meet her at mrt station. So, we went. While waiting there, saw Kak A'an! She getting prettier sia, i think she's getting married this year or next year. Ok, then talktalk with Kak Iiqa for awhile. She passed me my money and Kak Tity's stuffs, then she went off. So me and Nadra went back to KFC. I ate Shrooms Snackers with Ice Milo and a regular Whipped Potato while Nadra drank Rootbeer. Then we talktalktalk, hahaha. Best hor. Then we went toilet, then went lot1. She accompanied me to Cotton On, i bought 2 tops. Then i accompanied her to see watches, she wants to buy a new watch. Then i walked her to the interchange and then i went home. Reached home SO early seh, haha! Nobody was home, i think they went to eat ah. Then i used com. When they came back, Mama came into my room and was like, "Dah balik? Siang nye? Slalu malam baru balik.." Then she walked off. HAHA! Translation: Home already? So early? Usually you come home at night. LOL. So now, three hours later from that incident with my mum, my whole family went out to watch Green Hornet without me. ): I want to watch seh! Haiyaaaa~ Now i'm home alone with nothing to do, so bored. Hmmm. Ok bye lah.

Hi hi. (:

Saturday and Sunday kinda rot at home ah. Nothing much.

Monday, which is today, is AWESOME.

So I woke up at 7.50am. Yes, fucking early. Insufficient sleep already, haha! K, then met Iqbal at cck platform and went to meet Pravina under her block. Headed off to an mph nearby to choreo, and we kinda laughed non stop thanks to Iqbal and his 'dancing'. Hahaha. Then around 11.50am then we went to Fuchun Primary, got into the music room. Slaaaaack! HAHA. We were like crapping and doing lotsa nonsense things, gosh they're awesome. And when the students came, we started teaching them the choreo. I swear i got a lil mad, i think Pravina did too. Some of the kids are just plain rude and it's like they have no respect for us. Thank god Iqbal's there, so he kinda told them not to do that. Hopefully they won't the following lesson. So after that, we did a little bonding session. We got together then we just talked and laughed and gossiped lah, awesome. I swear i almost pee-ed! HAHAHA. No kidding ok, it was THAT much laughter. (Y) ^^ Then after the kids all left at around 4pm, we went home lah. So otw home with Iqbal, I called my mum and she told me to wait at gombak mrt station's pick-up point there. Which i did. Then we all went to jurong point. Ate at banquet, and my dad made jokes and we were like eating while laughing. Haha! Then walked around. My dad wanted to get a headphone of great quality, so we went into so many different shops. Then at one of the shops, i saw an earpiece that i totally fell in love with! It was PINK, PURPLE and white. Pink and purple you know! Favourites. Hehe, so i asked my dad to buy for me. ^^ 30plus ah, but like fuck. When i went home and try, there was something wrong with it. So my dad called them and they allow me to get a new one tmr, means i gotta go there at night after dance most probably alone. -.-' K anw, then my dad bought this 200plus or 300plus headphone. LOL. Then walkwalk, i bough chewy junior! Yummeh~ Me likey likey! Hehe. Then we went to westmall for awhile to return my sister's library books and then went home. Reached home at like 9plus at night. OMG, more than an hour outside. So rimas! Yeah, then i bathed lah. Haha.

So tmr having dance as usual, til night. Then after that going jurong point, possibly alone, to go change my stupid earpiece. And oh, i'm currently missing a hell lot of people! )':

Ok bye.

I got bored and I can't sleep, so i changed my whole blogskin. Well, the template is still same lah. Just played with the colours all, and changed the background too. So now it's like 1.10am, sigh.

K, so just now (yesterday since it's past 12am) went town. Firstly woke up early, supposed to have dance but Pravina texted and said it was cancelled. So i joined my friends go town ah. Since i woke up early, i had alot of time. But i was lazy to dress up, all i wore was a tee, shorts and slippers. But then, for the first time i wore eye shadow and liquid liner. By myself! HAHA, chey. Lol, k. Then i was early, reached cck 5 min before 12pm. Aisyah reached 1 or 2 min after 12pm, Iqbal reached even later i can't rmb what time. Then we took bus and alighted at Tangs. Walkwalk, met Fazillah and Hanafi about two hours later at Somerset mrt station. Faz fainted, long story. Then we went to eat at 313 kfc, and walked around more. When we went to Scape, Iqbal wanted to go see 98.7 recording studio. So we did ah, and we saw one of the Muttons and he smiled and waved at us. So nice, hahaha. K, then. Walked more. I was short of cash, so all i bought were 2 bracelets. ^^ Then me, Aisyah and Iqbal bus-ed back to cck while Fazillah and Hanafi went for dinner. Upon reaching cck, we headed to Bluez to get 8 friendship bands for Bulatians members. Iqbal paid for me! Hehe, thanks Iqbal. Then, rushed home. Reached home just nice 7pm. Today, i had a curfew. I had to reach home by 7pm. Well, my mum was kinda mad that i go out when dance is cancelled. She was like saying how i can't stay home even one day, everyday must go out and what not. Then after that she accused me of having a boyfriend just cause i text late at night always and i keep going out. -.- Then i was like 'No!' and she went 'Beh kluar ngan siape?!' (Then go out with who?!). So i answered her 'Aisyah, Fazillah and Iqbal' then she keep quiet. And after that then she gave me the curfew. Waaaah, nb. Lucky can go out. Oh, and Hanafi joined us last minute that's why i didn't mention him when my mum asked. So back to the story, haha! Reached home, put my stuffs all. Then i went down to my tuition centre to meet Ms Soh for awhile. Showed her my results and we talked awhile, it was nice. Then i went to buy food for my mum and myself. And yea, that's about it ah. (:

Bye now, i gotta sleep soon. It's already 1.20am! Haiyo~ Hahaha. Nights. ♥

Saaaaaap! :D

Monday was awesome! Got to 'bond' a lil bit with the kids, i swear they were irritating ah. They like got no respect for us, but they're nice lah. Hm, after that me and Pravina met Iqbal and we caught Burlesque at cwp. It was the best movie ever! I feel like dancing like that ah, hahaha. LOL.

K, then went home 10plus! ^^

Tuesday normal lah, dance practice til night hor. But alot of people didn't come, so released early. Then me and Amirah went lot1 walkwalk then walk to yewtee slackslack then go home around 9.30pm.

Wednesday also normal, dance practice til night. BUT, me and Amirah were excused early cause we went to cwp to meet cikgu nora and some of the other malay classmates. Cikgu blanje Swensens! Awesome ah cikguuuuuu! Wooo~ SAYANG cikgu banyak banyak! BEST teacher ever lah can. ^^ ♥ Then separated with the rest. Me, Amirah, Fazillah and Iqbal went to arcade. HAHA, well. We just watched Iqbal play only lah. (: Then Faz went home while the three of us went to cck near Iqbal's house there. Me and Amirah practiced dance, until sweat seh! Hehe, for like 1hour. Semangat or what, kan Ami kan? :D Then went home 9plus ah, hahah.

K bye!

K, nowadays everyday is dance practice for me k. That's all y'all need to know, details all no need. Haha! So tired to blog anw. Except for weekends though, that one usually don't have dance.

Other than that, results. Everybody keep asking me, even people i don't know. What's up with that? Anw, same goes. Y'all don't need to know details ah k. Basically, i can go poly la. And it's good enough for me and my parents, that's all. So, yea.

Anything else you want to know? No? K good. I won't blog often, anything can text me. (:

And if you want to be linked, just tag k. I'll visit my blog often but won't update it that much ah eh, k bye.

Sorry, you don't have to read this post. I just need to write it somewhere, cause i don't feel like telling anyone.

Mataer ni macam kental, masih yp lagi. Beh nak step mane nye big fuck.

Fikir hot pe amek gambar tunjuk cleavage kau? EW.

Step minah tak menjadi.

Pat atas tu, pompuan sial. (: Perangai, ew! Hak pui ah girl, bbual world sia. Banyak tipu hor, kau belah lagi bagus. Buang mase orang je, we're better off without you la eh. Kau duduk situ berjam takde hasil, entah ape je yang kau buat. Banyak kau nye creative la ni la tu la eh, merepek ah sial. Step art student sume, beh tengok art kau cam taik sial. Kitorang bukan art student pun leh buat lagi bagus, banyak la kau nye art student. Kite setengah jam gitu dah complete satu bende. Mataer pun nak step mane nye big fuck, padehal baru 15. Bbual kurang ajar lak, yp ah seh. Kau nak joget tapi tak put in effort, orang lain kaku pun tak complain and dorang TRY tau. Dorang put in effort to make themselves better. Kau, tak try, buat sikit pastuh tak habis habis complain kaku la ni la tu la. Eh, stop it seh. Nak fit in pun tak menjadi, nak popularity je eh kau. Takmau nak step gerek ah, please. So CHILDISH, takde satu orang pun yang suke kau la. Nak perangai camtu, tapi tau takut. Abeh, cengeng! Sikit je nak nangis, sikit je nak complain. Bodoh seh, k da. We're all so glad you're OUT now.

To read more detailed blog post about her, go to Kak Iiqa's blog or Kak Tity's blog. ^^

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Boyyyy. ♥

You were MIA for about a month, and i tried my best not to think about you. Yes, my very best. I was almost there, ok that's a lie. Maybe it's like, half way there. Yea, half way to forgetting you. But then you suddenly pop up out of nowhere and start chatting with me again. You totally blew it, you made me start falling for you all over again. The same way you did these past 4 years. Yes, four. Crazy, isn't it? For three nights straight we chatted, and i loved it. The first two nights, you put a smile on my face. But tonight, it was different. You were different. Well, at first you did put a smile on my face. I even laughed a little alone in my room, thanks to you. But then, you started to be all emotional. You've never been this way to me, it's the first. You sounded so sad, so depressed, you even cursed your life and hate yourself. That's when you made me feel so dead. Because, you have no idea how much it hurts for me. But i am more than happy that you're actually sharing it with me. I am facing almost the same thing, but you wouldn't know cause i don't have the guts to tell you. I'm afraid of what you would say, what you would think, what you would feel. Everything, i'm just scared. I wonder what you even think of me right now. Even in school, i've caught you looking at me quite a number of times. What does it mean? I really want to know. But tonight, i just badly wanted to tell you. I wanted you to know that there's someone out there who loves you, and life is not all that bad. But i gave it a second thought, and decided not to tell you. To think of it, i might never tell you. Like i said, i am a scare-dy cat. When you kept talking to me about all those girls, and you know what? I wished i was one of them. I wished it was me whom you flirt with all the time and text everyday, but then i thought. Why? I'd rather be a friend of yours, who you'll share stuffs with, than be some girl who you flirt with for a moment and then leave them hanging there. You have this habit, of being so sweet to girls but i bet that's not how you really feel. You yourself said you are 'gatal', sigh. You're just toying with their hearts, like how you played mine. Sometimes, you make me oh so crazy about you. Being hot, cute, sweet and all. But sometimes, i just hate you. Because you make me confuse, you make me think of you all the time but not knowing how to truly feel about you. Being friends with you, is already awesome for me although it hurts me at times. But i appreciate it alot, i really do. To tell you the truth, i have absolutely no idea of my feelings towards you. If it's a crush, it's been too long. If it's love, it doesn't feel right. It definitely is not hatred, cause you make my tummy all tingly. Oh boy, if only you can set things straight for me.

Saaaaaaap! :D

Wednesday was a great day spent with Pravina, she came over to my house. We did some planning, brain-storming for ideas, and stuffs. It was fun, all sorts of funny ideas also came, hehe. Then we talked about some other stuffs too, and then we watched tv. Oh, she showed me a vid of her lil baby cousin dancing and sorta singing to this tamil song which goes like "Pudi puda pudi puda, excuse me mister.." HAHA! It was stuck in my head, she's just SO cute! xD

So then i sent her to the mrt station at 7plus cause it was raining heavily.

At night, i used the laptop. Chatted with Seri Nashira, Ameer and Izzat. Lol. Thanks for entertaining me people, hahah!

K, i slept like super late, like 5plus in the morning. So i kinda woke up abit late ah. Kak Iiqa texted me at 8plus and i didn't reply then she called me at 9plus, and i was like in the "I'm still in bed and i just woke up" kinda voice, haha! Yea, then hurried bathe and all. Went to yewtee to meet Kak Iiqa. Amirah was late! So the two of us story story first, nyahahaha. Then when Amirah came, we trained to Yishun. Meet Kak Tity then we went to meet Nunu and Yana at mac. Had practice, it was awesome. Lots of drama though. -.- That Shazlin ah, haiyo. K nvm, you all don't have to know. But anw, i am so proud of Amirah! HEHEHE. ^^ Amirah left early for work though, so after that story story with the other girls excluding Shazlin. Then i trained back with Kak Iiqa cause the rest went toilet first. Reached home 7plus, sempat say hi to my tuition teacher sia. Cause i happened to walk there when my sister is still waiting outside with her friends, and when i was giving my sister one sticky then the door open. So say hi lor, hehe.

Alrights, bye for now. (:

Boo! Hehee.

Sunday was a stay-home day for me. But at night, i watched Dhoom2, Epic Movie and Dua Hati Satu Jiwa, haha. After that watched some series shows on tv, then slept at like 6plus in the morning. Standard seh, this past few weeks ah, i keep sleeping around 6am. Fuck sia.

And my mum gave a new rule for me. D: From today onwards, i cannot use the laptop past 10pm. OMG, so the tak gerek seh. Oh well.

Today went yewtee photocopy ic then met Kak Iiqa, trained to Sembawang to meet Nas to get speaker. Mak, speaker takde lagi besar pe seh. Speaker computer dok, hahah. And in the end also cannot use. So then went to Yishun to meet Kak Tity and Shazlin(i think), then went buy food and headed off to an mph nearby. So we choreo-ed some steps, and managed to complete the first part for the video thingy. Then we talktalk, gossip sikit ah, then went home like 8pm. But Kak Iiqa ngan Kak Tity didn't go home cause they went to search for a speaker. So yea. That's today, i had fun. (: Oh, there's actually more people of course, but the rest couldn't make it.

To those who are schooling, hehehehe. I'll be sleeping at home while you all are in school tmr. ^^ Ok bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~ ♥

Ok, sorry i didn't update for a whole week. But hey, nobody reads my blog right? Nyahaha.

So let's have a recount. But i'll keep it short and try not to include every details yea, hahah. ^^

Monday:

Slacked at Amalina's crib from morning til night. Watched Despicable Me and Disaster Movie. Did some other stuffs too, haha. Went home at 8plus.

Tuesday:

Out with Nadra, awesome! We took a bus to Plaza Singapura and caught a 11.25am show for Little Fockers, it was hilarious! Then we bus-ed to Far East, ate KFC, walkwalk at Far East and Nadra bought a pair of jeans, then walked to Somerset area all. Went to Heeren and Nadra bought her pencil case for school, then train-ed to cck. Went lot1, both of us shopped at cotton on, then walkwalk around lot1, sent Nadra to bus interchange and i went to cut my hair. After that, Rudy called. So yea, went to bukit batok to meet him for awhile ah. Lepak, bbual jap while his friends were emo-ing cause something happened. After they were alright, we walked to bukit gombak. I bought my jeans, and then they all sent me home at around 7plus. And my Supra came at 9plus. Hehe. K done.

Wednesday:

Out with Amirah, awesome too! We met at yewtee cause i wanted to eat first, we went to mac. After eating, we train-ed to clarke quay to buy my STICKY~ Hehehe, then we went to Vivo. Walkwalk, then we went to city hall. Walkwalk again, i bought my Volcom cap, hehe. Then walkwalkwalk, RAIN. Waaaa, fed up. So we sat at mac ah, while waiting for the rain to stop. I bought a coke while Amirah bought apple pie. When it stopped raining, we walked to penin. Walkwalk, i bought 3 guitar picks and a tie-dye shirt. Then we train-ed home at 6plus. Otw home, i stopped by Afiqah's house to get something. Reached home, packed my stuff, then went out to eat with my mum. K.

Thursday:

Out with Mama, Daddy and Iffah! Awesome~ We went karaoke-ing, hahaha! Then Mama's friends join, one idk her name i just call her Cik, the other one is Cik Ida, i've blogged about her quite a few times i think. Lol, k so. We left at 8 around there. Mama left with her friends, dk go where ah. So i went home with Daddy and Iffah. After that i went to buy food for Papa and Anis. Oh, my sis went to camp from Tuesday to Thursday.

Friday:

Met Nasyitah at yewtee to exchange presents. ♥

Then met Ulrica at city hall. Walkwalkwalk, missed her. Hahah, then home at 7plus. Met Daddy, Mummy and Iffah with Mama and Anis to go eat downstairs. Then went home, slacked. Took lotsa pictures with Anis and Iffah, we laughed so much i tell ya. Hehee. Then 11.30pm we went downstairs to join the countdown, haha. After that, we went Alif to eat. Yummeh! ^^ Then Iffah sleepover while Daddy and Mummy went home. We played guitar together and singsing, fun! Hahaha. xD

Saturday:

Ok so, now we're all just slacking at home. K bye! ;D