I don't know why , but i just feel so down today . School was boring , 2.4 sucks cause i got dizzy at just the SECOND round and i had to stop running as things around me were alrdy blur . Aftr school , accompanied Aisyah to eat then the three of us went to yewtee point . Then went to mac to accompany Zawir eat while me and Amirah played TapTapRevenge . Back to school , watched the Awards Night rehearsal . Pool at SAC , homed at 6.30pm . No dinner , my stomach is grumbling . Too bad , helena .

I feel ignored somehow , is it hard to wave back when i waved at you , smile when i smiled at you , why the sudden silence between us ? Girl , i rly miss you . I rly hope you're not keeping anything from me , bestestfriends forever rmb ? You're not even sharing your secrets with me anymore , you used to tell me everything . I looked through some pictures and apparently some stupid sad songs were playing and i just broke down . Ergh , i cannot believe myself . Am i just to sensitive ? Yeahh , i am . Right ? I'm just taking this too hard . I bet it's rly ntg , i bet it's just me . Ntg is rly happening , but i seem to be making a big fuss out of it . I seem to be taking it to my heart and i'm affected easily . It's nothing , rly ..
Ergh , who am i kidding ?! I can't stop the tears tt keeps running down my cheeks , and i just can't sort my feelings . I don't understand 'em at all , i rly don't . I feel like meeting my bestfriend again , my lovely pink shiny bestfriend who's sitting alone in my pencil box . Maybe i should , pretty soon . I guess ?? Sighhh .

Okeyh , i rly wanna thank Zawir and Abg Naz . Thanks to the both of you , i was sobbing while smiling . Imagine tt ! Haha , rly . I appreciate it , guys . Thanks for trying to cheer me up and the chats (:
What's more , it's my first day . It's totally adding to the stress i'm having . Is it stress ? Ergh , idk . I just feel .. Idk . Fuck , i can't stop tearing . Ergh , forget it .
So , okeyh then . I'm gonna spend my night doing TYS . Bye y'all .