Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Let's catch up!

Love life? Forget it all.
Fuck H for being such a jerk to have left me hanging after everything we've been through. The sacrifices I've made for him, the effort I've put in for us, the amount of care I've given him. I cannot express how angry and broken I am. Now he treats me like a stranger, which sucks. Big time, ugh. My ear piece is still with him though, pfft. Forget it. It will take forever if I want to rant every single thing about him, so maybe next time. Nah, don't even bother.

Social life?
I don't even know. My clique? Seems to be leaving me out a lot. I feel like such a loner most of the time. No close friends in class or even outside. Some times I wonder what I have done to deserve this. Of course I have Ami but I feel like people accept her more than me. She's way prettier and people think she's cute because she's a bimbo. Plus she is always dressed up with perfect make up and bla bla bla. While I'm just...... Me.

School?
Well classes have always sucked because I don't have much friends since we change classmates everyday.... Lunch is always a dread because many a time I will be alone. It sucks. After school all Ami wants to do is lepak with the boys and I find it too boring that I'd just rather go home alone early. My results isn't that satisfying as well..... Oh just kill me already. Been having curfews as well, ugh! UT1 results were not bad I guess, at least I passed every module. You know, despite not studying for any of them and missing out on too many classes.... Not bad, I suppose. Oh did I mention? My parents totally fucked me up when they received the letter from school that I skipped almost ten classes. Yeah, life sucks. Who cares, no biggy!

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