❤ Flowergirls + Bestest Friend Ever ❤

Hey, so I woke up at 7am on Monday morning. I got ready and everything, then last minute changed my outfit. So yes, that in the picture is not what I wore that day. Haha! Met Fiona, Hethlyn and Shahirah and headed off to Changi Airport to meet Liyana. We then went to search for Khairia at Terminal 3 and surprised her! Hehe. We took Polaroid photos because Fiona just got a Polaroid camera! YAY. ^.^ One for each of us, a picture of all of us. <3 We then went for brunch at mac with Khai's family! After that, they were going to enter the thingy so we all bid our farewells and I received countless hugs from Khai. Gonna miss her a hell lot while she's gone for 2 weeks! I'm really jealous of her, she's so lucky. She's going to London AND Paris! How great is her life? Sigh.

Anyways, so then Liyana had to leave for tuition. Four of us headed to town. We caught "This Means War" and I swear it was the greatest movie I have ever watched in my whole life! I LOVE IT and I wouldn't mind watching it over and over again! Hehehe. ^.^ After that, we just did some lil shopping here and there. Before heading home, we took more Polaroid photos. So yes, my Monday was AWESOME spent with my lovely dearest Flowergirls. Sad that Jerry couldn't join us :(

Had a small fight with ka Monday night. It was stupid. But, I don't know. I mean, I have trust issues. Oh well. So Tuesday afternoon, after I'm all ready, I went down. Only to find ka waiting at my void deck. He surprised me with a rose, a pink care bear with purple heart, and a purple heart shaped card. All I could do was hug him. My voice barely came out when I wanted to talk to him. I was so shocked that he'd do that just to apologize about the night before. It's a huge deal for me that he came all the way down just to meet me and then go all the way back home. :')

Met Ami at yewtee afterwards and we went to town! We shopped, yes. And I feel lucky! Most of the things I bought were on sale! I only spent about $50 for my little retail therapy session! Proud of myself :') HEHEHE. I got a pink and purple geek specs for ONLY $2, a sweater from Forever 21 which looks exactly like the one I wanted from A&F for ONLY $10, a bikini from Secret Island for ONLY $30, 2 Hello Kitty PEZ sweet dispenser (bought an extra one for Wardah) and a refill pack for ONLY $8 and got BFF wow wow west! HOW AWESOME CAN IT BE? Hehehe, worth all my money! ^.^

Surprise :')

PEZ! Hehehehe <3

My awesomely CHEAP geek specs! HEHE

Selamat Pengantin Baru!

Well, right after my UT3 ended, I was pretty much too busy. Why? My cousin, Kak A'an, was getting married! So yes, it was pretty hectic. From Thursday all the way to Sunday. All day long. We were all so busy helping out! Tiring, yes. Fun, yes. I enjoyed it so much! And some aunties of mine whom I haven't seen for quite a while said I was "jambu" and "cantik" and what not. Awwwww, so sweet of them, but I shy lah hehe *.*

Oh well, the week was a long one. So I'll just post SOME pictures :)

Congratulations to Kak A'an & Abang Nur! <3

Kak A'an & my new cousin-in-law Abang Nur!

Majlis Pernikahan on Saturday.

Kak Qin and mama!

Er, HAH k.

I wrote those! Hehe ^.^

The scrap book for everyone to write their wishes for the bride and groom! :)

Majlis Perkahwinan on Sunday!

Oh look, and that's my cousin who is an A&F model, and has represented Singapore in many martial art competitions and is well known. He's in many magazines too! Hehehe, hot ain't he? So handsome with his new hairstyle, ze backcomb!

All white for helpers, with purple rose pins/clip!!

Cinta Melissa!!!! She performed for us <3

My darlings :*

❤

I just got off the phone. I spent about 3 hours talking on the phone. It was our very first on the phone "session", and it was nice. I really liked it.

He sounded so hot when he was all tired, heh hehhhh. Sexay ;)

And oh god, he was so kental. Hehehehehehe, I had a great laugh at him.

Had a little problem with him earlier because I was just thinking too much, and I feel really bad still. But thank god it's all fine now.

Well, it's 4.30am now. I better head to bed because it's a busy day ahead, am not going to have enough sleep :/ Nights.

What's wrong with me?

I can't believe I did what I just did. I can't believe I just compared Hamka with Nas. Right there when Hamka didn't layan me like how Nas did. Right there when it just reminded me that Nas would reply me a way better reply which would make me feel so much better. I'm so sorry. I know I shouldn't. After all, Nas was just a big time sweet talker douche bag who played with my feelings and ended up breaking my heart. Here I am having Hamka who's so sincere, and I did that. I shouldn't expect too much from him just because I've experienced better. He's already doing too much for me, although he's not those hopeless romantic kind like Nas. I should be thankful enough. Why am I so silly? I shouldn't, I really shouldn't have. Sorry :'(

Shit, and now I'm missing Nas. -.- Somebody kill me, just shoot me in the heart. Now. Helly, he broke your heart, he freaking played you. Don't be stupid.

Ok I really hope Hamka isn't going to read this, ever. Because then I'll just feel so bad :/ Ergh, hate myself right now.

Hooray, it's the holidays!

THE TWO SNAPBACKS I REALLY WANT. THE ONLY TWO SNAPBACKS. IT'S COMPLETE AND I DON'T NEED MORE IF I HAVE THESE TWO.

Hehe ok hi. Woke up finding myself home alone!

So Tuesday I went to meet some wigglers in ze afternoon. Went for brunch with Shafique and Sugi, then we met Wen Liang and Padrick to walk to school together. Firstly we went to W4 LR for the measurement for chef uniform, trying of safety shoes, and paying for everything. $238 gone just like that. *snaps* We then hanged at Reel Room with the other wigglers before heading for UT.

My Hospitality and Tourism Management UT3 was at W36Q. I was in the same class as Steffi and Hethlyn so we sat together, heh. After my UT, which ended at 6pm, mind you.. It's retarded that it was at 4.30pm, I swear. It's like, HELLO MY BRAIN ISN'T GOING TO WORK. But oh well, hoping for at least a pass. It was a tough paper :(

So anyways, yeah. After my UT, I went off to meet Ami. Oh god it feels like it's been forever since we've met! Too used to meeting her daily that when I started hanging with Ka and his friends, I'm meeting her less :( SORRY BABY. Well, we did a hell load of catching up. We talked about everything and it felt really nice just talking things out with Ami for hours. I've missed her so much! Well then, we went home at around 10pm. I then slept at 4am... I was up on tumblr.

Wednesday, I came to school alone but I met Ka after his paper at 12.30pm. Mine starts at 2pm, heh. Hanged with the usuals again. Usuals = me, Ka, Qih, Wardah, Syakir, Afiq, and the rest of the boys whose names I do not know. HAHAHA. So Ka sent me to my block again for my paper. My Business Statistics UT3 was at W25P and I knew no one in that class :( Oh well. So about 45 minutes into the paper, I gave up and went off. Hehe! But wow oh wow, little did I know.. My dear wigglers so pro! When I came down, half of them were already downstairs waiting for the rest. Most of them were there since 2.15pm, haha maintain... So I hanged with them until they all decided to leave. All of us w

ent our separate ways of course.

I went to meet Ka, Qih, Wardah, Syakir and Afiq at TRCC. We slacked and it was fun because they made me crack up a hell lot. They were supposed to study physics but ended up "studying" Bboy and Capoiera instead, haha! We went off at around 6pm I think. SAW FAIZAL ISA, it was cute how me and Wardah

reacted and then how Ka was so lost -.- HAHAHA. So yes, we all then went home.

I forgot that I have not eaten the whole day and when I realised that my parents are out til night and there ain't gonna be food, I WAS DEVASTATED. Chey, hehe. But really, so I tweeted Afiqah hoping she'd be free to go grab dinner with me. Lucky me, she was! YAY. So we went to eat at Alif after I showered.

After I came back from dinner, I watched movies! Caught The Last Song and Sekali Lagi. Cried for both. Pfft! I went to bed at 3am, and now I'm up at 11.30am.

So yes, today, yet ANOTHER flowergirl of mine turns a year older. So out of the 7 of us, 4 girls have their birthday in the month of February. Cool huh? Well, this is Hethlyn Chu Hwee Ming. She is one of the most sweetest, cutest, most talented girl I have ever met. She is the one who always do the pretty manicures for us. I am so grateful that she doesn't mind us coming over to her house and helping us do our nails anytime we want to, for free. I swear her work, is worth money. Really. She has also been through a lot, same as the others. Yet she's always putting a smile on her face like nothing's wrong. Well, I love her to bits! She's so lucky that her birthday is a day after our UTs are over! Hehe. I've missed her and the other flowergirls too much! We're so meeting up soon and having a mini birthday celebration for Jerry, Fiona, Khai and Hat! Can't wait!!!!! ♥♥♥♥

I'm gonna be fully packed from today all the way til second of march! TOO MUCH PLANS to start my holidays and I love it! Hehe. Bye now, I needa head of to the shower and get going for today's plan! :)

The day we first met

HAHAHA I'm having fun enjoying listening to Ka telling me about this day. I barely thought anything about him but it was so different from his side. He was actually super shy and was putting up a brave front (UNBELIEVABLE because I swear he was just freaking friendly and didn't seem like the shy type). He actually left TRCC that night with Faqih jumping and shouting a hell lot of "yay" because he got my facebook. And I've been his eye candy ever since. AWWWWWWW I'm so honoured and touched :')

This boy is too cute right now. And he's been too sweet the whole night too. HAIS ♥

Future?

Hello! *waves*

Today I went to school with Wardah Keileigh Mariah. Heheh I just love her full name, it's so beautiful as she is! ^.^ We then met Ka, Qih, and their friends. I don't know any of them, except Afiq! That's the first time I talked to him, I think. And he asked me about Kyd, super random I swear. Oh I forgot to mention! My UT starts at 2pm but I came to school early to meet Ka cause he ends his at 12.30pm :) So we all just hanged. I received many good luck wishes from them all before heading off for UT and Ka sent me to W2.

Today's Financial Accounting UT3 was at W24H for me! It was pretty manageable, I admit. I was able to do every question and even completed early, however I'm very unsure about my answers :/ Oh well, just hoping for the best! ^.^

After I was released, I went back to South to meet Ka, Qih, Wardah, Hazirah and Luq. We hanged for a little while before leaving school at around 4pm. Saw Ami and got real awesome super duper warm tight hugs from her!!! MISSED HER SO MUCH omg feels like forever since we've hanged :( Haissss! So then upon reaching woodlands, we all parted. Ka sent me home! Hehe. Then I did some house chores and had my first and last meal of the day. Afterwards, I showered and just got stuck on tumblr.

I swear it's like I'm already in my holiday mood, I can't seem to study at all!! :(

BRING ME TO MALDIVES PLEASE?

Today, Ka's extra mentel. He keeps talking about getting married! HAHAHA. We're not even in an official relationship yet and he's already so excited about marrying. Oh god, so cheeky! But he's really cute tonight, that I swear!! And of course, as always, he's so sweet! Alahaaaaaaai ♥.♥

Thankful that I'm a lucky girl ♥

Hi there. I know right, it's 2.20am and here I am updating my blog on a school night. Just kill me already.

I wasted my whole Saturday doing nothing at all. Had dinner with my family though, and we caught Safe House afterwards.

On Sunday, I realized how blessed I am.

1. I woke up to spam texts from him expressing how much he missed me. I really look forward to waking up every morning because of him. His morning texts for me are always the sweetest and he never fails to show how much he loves me. Yet today it was extra sweet because of the spam texts.

2. He surprised me by showing up at my void deck with my favourite Famous Amos cookies. Now this, is a huge thing for me. Because he stays all the way at Tampines and he still came all the way down to meet me from his marathon thingy (which meant he has not slept for more than a day) before heading home. I think this is one of the most sweetest thing he has ever done for me.

3. He flooded my Facebook notifications by liking almost all of my profile pictures. He has never liked any of them and it was cute because at one go he just spammed.

4. He told me about what he thought about me when we first met. It's funny really. It's almost a year since I've known him but we were just hi-bye acquaintances. However it's only been about 2 months since we're actually friends, and slightly more than a month dating. Back a year ago, he actually thought I was the prettiest girl among all his friends and never had enough courage to talk to me. It's ironic because I thought he was those really outgoing type with a hell lot of friends and isn't the kind who'd be shy to simply talk to me. He was too cute when he was telling me all these, earlier tonight.

5. Everyday, he never fails to tell me he loves me. He compliments me too much daily, I'm hearing things that nobody has ever said to before. He keeps coming up with lame jokes and cracks himself up so badly, which makes me laugh until I tear. He never fails to assure me that his all mine, whenever I feel insecure. He seems to know whenever I'm not fine even when I don't tell him anything. I swear he's just the sweetest and he's the best I've ever had.

Well, I was telling Ami about him. It was all thanks to her because she was the one who made me realize how lucky I am. I really have not thought about it that way, really. But now I do and I'm so grateful. To have met him. To have this chance. To just be with him. To be me. Alhamdullilah. ♥ :')

Okay so I'm very unprepared for my UT3. I was unprepared for RDM and Marketing. Now, I'm unprepared for FA, HTM and BS. So yes, just kill me now because I'm forever procrastinating studying. HAIS :'(

It's 3am now, I better head off to bed. I'm meeting him after his UT tmr at 12.30pm and my UT's at 2pm :/ Hope I won't get up late! All the best to myself for FA, really need all the luck I can get.

Hopeless Romantic ♥.♥

I have to admit that I'm a hopeless romantic.

I wish for sweet moments to happen to me. I wish to receive flowers. I wish to receive pretty cute and sweet helium balloons. I wish to receive soft toys. I wish to just get surprises every now and then, sweet ones. I wish for dates where we can just talk endlessly, topic after topic, never ending. I wish for dates where we can just have all the fun in the world. I wish to take cute photos like those above. I wish, I wish, I wish. For a lot of things.

Unfortunately for me, it's like a dream of mine that may never come true.

Boys these days... Yeah, it's rare to experience those love stories like the past. Girls who lived in the past are very lucky, they get to experience the best love ever. Because boys in the past are just pure sweet gentlemen. Nowadays? Neh.

I think Ashhy is a very lucky girl because Luke is like that. Every time I read Ashhy's blog (http://chxrrychapstick.blogspot.com/) I can't help but feel jealous because she really is that lucky. Luke really is one of those rare extinct boys in our world today. The things that Luke do for Ashhy. The way Ashhy feels. And how both of the are just so happy. They're like the most perfect couple ever. When I see them, I see true love.

It really is a wonder to me, if I'll ever be lucky enough. Will I? I wish I will.

Locked out

Meow! Hahah ^.^

Thursday, I was pink and purple! (What's new, right?) Met Wen Liang at gombak, then met Pad Pad in ze train (by coincidence) and met Sugi at woodlands. We walked to school tgt! They made me damn awkward cause they kept asking about ka then I shy, hahaha. K anyways, we met the rest at Reel Room for brunch! Freaking spent $6.50 for pasta and a drink, so expensive! HAIS. But I was so damn full I felt like sleeping instead of going for the UT, haha. Well, I then had my Rooms Division Management UT3 at W36B. Lucky for me, there were about 10 people whom I know in the same class as me :) The paper was shockingly hard, it really was unexpected.. Meh. I edited pictures during the UT, oh wellz. *shrugs*

So after UT there was an exco meeting at Reel Room which I swear was a waste of time! It was so..... Pointless. Really. So whatever, I left early from the meeting, it was boring me to death! Went to meet ka, qih and syak at south. We slacked for a lil bit. Then ka and I left first because the rest were waiting for wardah who was taking way too long and I had to go. So I met mama at clementi and we headed off to nenek's house! Yay yay! Nenek made for me epok epok :') Hais I love everything that nenek makes, all my favourite! YUMMY. Hehehe! Her sambal goreng I swear it's the best! And her kuih tart! Fuuuuh. But these two only Raya then have lah :( Meh. Anyways, then papa came by after his work too. When we left, embah and nenek were like saying next time come they want to show me my baby pictures that are with them. AWWWWW hehe, can't wait! So after that, we went to a car wash!!!! I was very girl jakon because we were IN the car when they were washing, OMG. Hehehe! Then we went to Lot 1 cause papa wanted to collect his and adik's specs! Then, home..

As for today, Friday. I was up early, at 8am! I fried some of nenek's epok epok for ka ^.^ I then rushed to woodlands because I was late, I went with my hair still wet! I went to school with the usual clique. Had my Marketing UT3 at W16H. I didn't know a single person in my class! How sucky it is.. And they weren't even SOH students, there was like SHL people! I was so afraid that I might have gone into the wrong class but when I checked again, it was correct.. *krik krik* HAHAHA. I left early though, I completed my paper at like 11.45am :/ I don't know if it's a good thing.. Meh. So I sat at south alone waiting for ka and the rest. We then walked to woodlands and they all went off to bishan to perform their friday prayers and the girls followed them, they then went for USS job interview afterwards while ka went off for a date with his bestie, Nadrah. I don't know how to feel about this, really. But oh well.

While all of them are having fun, I was freaking pissed at myself. I came home only to find out that I'm locked out of my own house! Dayum. So yes, I sat outside my house at the staircase for like a little more than an hour. That picture above? Uh huh, taken just now at the staircase.... HAHAHA k whatever. So I finally decided to just go to nenek's house since everyone of my family will take forever to come home. Luckily nenek's home! So I helped nenek cook, then we ate, and just talked. When embah came home from work, we all read newspapers together, haha! So at around 5pm, adik called me saying she's on her way home early for me. HOW SWEET. So yeah, I could finally go home. So I salam-ed nenek and embah, got warm hugs and kisses from them, and they both gave me $10 each! Kaching! Hehehehehe.

So yeah, now I'm finally home. First thing I did when I reach home was shower, and after I'm done with this post, I will study! Heh heh.

Mmmmmmmm I'm a little disturbed but I shall just ignore it.

Whole lot of love ♥

Good afternoon! :)

Monday was a pretty productive day. I went to have brunch with Amirah at cwp mac. Saw Fiona and got to hug her and it was just so ASDFGHJKL I felt like crying, heh. After brunch, we studied in school til about 5pm, which was a little failure because we were pretty much distracted but I still managed to get something done. I managed to bump into Fiona yet again! Oh god, do you know how lucky I felt that I get to see my honeybunch sweetiepie babycake and get COUNTLESS warm hugs from her on her birthday? :') Ami had to go home early because it was her mum's birthday (YAY ^.^) so I went to meet Aisyah at yewtee to study at yt mac. It's been so long, memories of four years were slowly flashing in my head, I was reminiscing while waiting for Aisyah and I swear I could have teared up but I held it in. Well forget that, so yes, I studied and managed to complete RDM (like finally). Went home at around 10pm.

Wassup! We team coolkids. Mwehehe!

So yes, after ONE FREAKING WHOLE WEEK, I finally got to meet him.

Valentine's is stupid because all the boys treat their girls like how they're supposed to be treated ONLY on this day, which is so cheesy and retarded. Lucky for me, ka treats me like that everyday, hehe! It was just another normal date for us, nothing special just because it's Valentine's. Although he baked me cookies! Hehe :) We ate at makansutra! Omg for the first time and I swear the portion there is like my three meals or something like that, it was a hell lot!! Well, the day was nice just hanging out in each other's company. I was so tired I slept on his shoulder all the way home, but when I got home my eyes were like O.O and I couldn't sleep til it was 1am -.- Retarded ain't I? Haha!

Met mama and ibu at alif though before heading home because they were having dinner. So apparently next Friday-Sunday imma be fully packed! Supposedly Thursday as well, but imma get out of that ah. Thursday they're all making the kuih-kuih at ibu's and I wouldn't be of much help if I go, so yeah. Heh. Friday needa go to Pak Long's house with everyone else to help with the packing of all the hantaran stuff and everything. Seems like there's a lot of work to do! Saturday is Kak A'an & Abang Nur's nikah thing. Lastly, Sunday will be the kerja kahwin. And I will be in charge of taking care of the kuih section! ^.^ But I will have to sit there the whole day -.- Mama and ibu told me to bring friends along so that I won't be bored but they will have to wear beidge/white with us. So erm, I don't know who to ask along..... Meh. Busy busy week right after my UT3 end, haisssss. Oh yes, mama knows about ka now. Lol. Kay..

I'm "baby-napped" *gasp* HAHAHA

Today, yet another one of my darling Flowergirl is turning a year older. I have to say that at first, I found it very hard to get close to her. But after a while, yes, everything fell into place and we're as close as sisters. Not just me and her but of course all 7 of us girls. She is one of the most craziest girl I've ever met. She's really lazy but when she get's hyper all hell breaks lose. Ok maybe not, but well you get what I mean.. Heh. She has been through a hell lot, many ups and downs. With her bestfriends, which I swear they were freaking bitches to have done what they did to her. With her boyfriend, which I hope for the very best for her because a hell lot has happened between them and they've broken up and patched back a hell lot of times too. It's a wonder she's still so strong right now. Well, I really love Khairia Nur Hiqma to bits! I've missed her so much. A very happy sweet 18th to her :') She better do well for her UT3 and not fail any modules like last semester! Hah.

Oh and lastly, look at what Fiona replied to my fb post for her!

"THANK YOU BABYGIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH I RLY RLY RLY MISS YOU:(:(:( HEHEHHH I'm so glad that WE ARE STILL VERY CLOSE AND I HOPE WE'LL ALWAYS BE. WE MUST MEET OK FOR LUNCH EAT MEGGA GORENG + FISHBALL TGT HEHE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HELENA NATASHA (girl with the nicest name EVER and I DIDN'T BELIEVED IT WAS YOUR REAL NAME) HAHAHA. THANKS FOR ENTERTAINING TO MY NONSENSE........ AND I LOVE IT WHEN BOTH OF US GOES HIGH AND CRAZY!!!!!! I MISS PARTYWORLD WITH YOU I MISS SINGING WHEREVER WE GO. HEH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY

M U A C K Z ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥"

Heh I feel like tearing I swear I love my Flowergirls so much and I've missed them like hell! HAISSSSS :'(

Okay, this took me like an hour to write. I'm currently in the school library alone, my plan is to study til night. Hopefully it will be a productive one. Much love! xoxo

My best friend, Faris

Heh hi. That right there is one of my best friends, Faris. This is a random blog post to just write about him, because I miss him.

The way we met is funny. At a PSP shop at Queensway.. When we were like Sec 2 or 3, was it? I can't recall. My grandmother made friends with his parents there and I entertained his lil sister, Dian. While he was just emo-ing by himself at the side of the shop. Dian got my facebook and MSN, well I was just being friendly to a kid. But then when she webcam with me for the first time, I was shocked! Behind her was her brother (Faris) and her cousin (Rusydi). So yes, from there I made friends with Faris and Didi. Both of them added me up on facebook and stuff. But it was all just cyber. With random chat sessions and webcam sessions. Nothing more, really. But when we were both enrolled into RP, that was when everything started. He met me when I went to RP with my mum for the registration shit and what not. He also met me when I went to get my laptop with my mum. Yes, he has met my mum, and she knows about how we met and everything. Haha! First few days of school, he actually bought me food and sent them to my class. That was really sweet of him. We also kept having webcam session in class. We also had random "dates" as friends. We once went to Sentosa and we wore similar blue plaid tees (as in the picture above). He said that Sentosa, to him, will always remind him of me. Aww, right? :') We had endless topics to talk about with each other, and it was really nice to always have something to talk about. We shared our problems and everything. On another one of our outing, he surprised me with a rose. When I was facing one of my worst heartaches in my life, he was there for me. He gave me advices, he talked me through it, he cheered me up, and he was basically really sweet. On the day that boy broke my heart and when I broke down terrible, I wanted to partial so badly. He insisted on fetching me from my class and sending me off to meet my friends, he really did. And he talked some sense to me, and he told me how much the boy isn't worth my tears. He really helped me feel better that day. Also, hugging him whenever I see him was our habit. However these days, everything was no more. We've drifted, we're no longer spending time together (at all), no more webcam sessions and chatting, no more talking on the phone. When I see him around school nowadays, all we can afford is a smile, waves, and "hi", nothing more. I admit I do miss him but I guess it's for the best now. Besides, he's finally attached with a girl he loves more than anyone else in the world. He really deserves this after everything he's been through, I'm really happy for him. And the girl is a really lucky one because he treats her like a princess, like she's the only girl in the world. I really wish the best for them both :') Recently, when I had a problem, he showed me he still cares. He came online just to chat with me so that I could let it out. He gave me his opinion and suggestions and advices that I needed. As always, he managed to make me feel better. Well, despite the situation now, I'm glad that we're still able to count on each other and I'm proud to say that he is my bestie which I will miss dearly. I hope he feels the same way too. ♥

Family quality time

Good morning, this is me now. I'm bored!

Supposed to meet Ami at 11am but she just woke up, so yeah. I have about an hour to spare. We're gonna study in school later! :)

Maybe meeting Juju and Nas as well, see how. Nas is supposed to teach me BS and teach Juju Marketing and FA. Hope it won't be awkward between me and Nas.. Meh.

Yesterday I had an impromptu random family day out. It's really been a while and it was nice :')

So we went to Queensway to walk around and we had laksa there. Mama and papa bought me some stuffs, yay! I got 2 new pairs of purple contacts, so I won't have to worry for another 3 months! (Y) I also got 4 new tongue studs, one of 'em barbells is a cute smiley! Teehee ^.^ Other than that, we got some toiletries, I got a new perfume (which I don't really fancy but I need one as my current perfume is finishing) and I got myself some new nail polish. Finally got a black one! Been waiting so long to just wear my all time fav black, heh.

After that, we headed to lot 1. Papa and adik bought new specs! We then went around in search of this particular brand of conditioner that mama wants to buy, but to no avail. So we gave up, haha. We bought some food for dinner! I got myself Japanese Cuisine, with chawamushi. YUM YUM! Hehehe. Rest of my family got themselves KFC, meh. And lastly, before heading home, papa got me Chewy Junior! Mmmmmdap *.* Hehehehehe, my fav. Got myself the Sugar Pop bits which comes in a 'cup'! :) Yummeh. *slurps*

Today is another of my dearest Flowergirl's birthday. I won't repeat the story since I've mentioned in the previous post when it was Jerry's birthday. But I do appreciate this girl a hell lot. Out of all my Flowergirls, she is one of my closest dear. She really has been through a lot and when I was going through tough times, she never fails to be there for me. She's one of the most caring friend I've ever met. I will always enjoy and have fun if it is time spent with her, she will never fail to put a smile on our faces. She has helped me a lot and I really thank God for having her in my life, for giving me the chance to meet an awesome friend like her. I'm really blessed to have her and my Flowergirls. I can't express how much I love them, it is more than words. The amount I miss them is even more because ever since semester 2, we're spending waaaaay lesser time together and we're drifting apart. We're all not as close as before. It kills me but I'm still happy for them and I'm glad we're still friends.

Well, a very happy legal sweet 18th to Fiona Toh. I really hope she'll do well for her UT3 and all the best to her. Her life with Ivan is a wonder to me, they've been through a hell lot. And I wish them both the best and I hope my dear babygirl will be able to stay strong and push through. I love her very much and I've missed her like hell.

Yet another Saturday with best friend, Nadra ♥

Hey hey! So Saturday was AWESOME.

I woke up early, successfully! Showered and went to meet Afiqah under my block at around 10.20am, hehehe. We went to have breakfast at gombak mac! YAY, satisfied my craving for pancakes. ^.^

Reached home around 11.30am and successfully studied. Completed 10 problems of RDM, yay me :') Hehe! After completing my notes, I went off to shower for the second time because the weather was such a bitch! Like seriously you know, these days, the weather isn't giving anyone a chance. Sheesh! Okay so I went to get ready and everything and met Nadra! <3

We went to Bugis first. Saw Bonnie when withdrawing money! Then saw Syahirah and Fatin Hanani (my dance seniors back in Unity). Short sidetrack: I REALLY MISS DANCING AND I MISS MY GIRLS BACK AT UFDC AND I MISS THOSE PRACTICE SESSIONS WE HAD AND HOW HARD WE WORKED TO SUCCESSFULLY WIN THE TITLE CHAMPION OF DANCEWORKS '08 :')

Ok so yeah, we first went to get Koi at Illuma which freaking took forever!!! After that, we shopped around bugis street. We then went to town afterwards. First thing we did when we reached town was to head to Orchard Central's lovely rooftop to take some photos! Mwehehe ^.^ Some of the photos are those that you see above, rest are in my laptop and of course on facebook as well :) After the security guard kicked us out (because apparently we're not supposed to hang there -.-), we went to have Cold Stone Creamery yet again! Yum yum *.*

After that, we went to Scape to visit Kak Nadia, Nadra's sister. She's having this showcase of her work kinda thing. She's a Year 3 student of RP's STA. So the place was like full of Year 3s from STA and it was a lil awkward. Cause I'm just tagging Nadra, and Kak Nadia was bringing Nadra everywhere. She was showing off Nadra to them, haha. I swear Kak Nadia is just so cute. And her friends, oh god. What can I say? They were all so friendly and funny. But they boo-ed me when Kak Nadia told them I'm in RP too but in SOH. Hahahahaha I see the hatred towards SOH coming from them, hais. Oh wellz. So afterwards, we got some freebies from them! Then we hanged outside and took some pictures. And lastly, before heading home, we stopped by the flea.

As usual, we bounced. We took to Marina Bay so we could get seats all the way back home, heh. I reached home at around 10pm. I had an awesome Saturday. Weirdly, this is the third Saturday I've been out with Nadra. In a row. HAHAHA. Mama was like.... "Asal Saturday je kluar, asal Saturday je nak gi town, asal Saturday je jumpe Nadra, ape lah korang due buat kat sane?" HAHAHAHAHA, oopsy? Hehe!

Something happened at night which I didn't foresee coming. I didn't think going for dinner with a friend would affect him so much. I felt bad for causing him that uneasy feeling just because I was gonna go out for a meal with a friend, so I cancelled on my friend. I'm glad I did because if I didn't, it might have hurt my baby so much that I might never forgive myself. I'd do anything to keep him happy.

At the start of my poly life, I've met a new group of friends. My first classmates in RP, my dear W47M peeps. From there, I've also met a bunch of girls who are the most precious people to me. They have never failed to put a smile on my face everyday, they make coming to school something I look forward to, they are always there for me, they were with me when I faced one of my worst heartaches of my life, and they always have the silliest way of cheering me up whenever I am down. We always get hyper together, we were everywhere together, we did so many fun and memorable things together. These are my Flowergirls whom I will always remember and I will always love. Fiona, Hethlyn, Khairia, Liyana, Shahirah, Jerryana.

And today, one of them has turned 20. My dearest Jerryana Fu, a very happy birthday to her. She is one of the strongest and bravest girl I have ever met in my life. She has been through a lot. It is really tough on her right now. She's very very far away from her parents, her family, her friends and her home town. She has to struggle for school because international students have certain criteria to fulfil or else she won't be able to continue studying. She has it harder than any of us local students and she has to do it all without her family by her side. Can you imagine living in a foreign place all alone to study at such a young age? I can't. Also, she's had a lot of problems. With friends, with love, even with supernatural things. I don't know how she does it, but she seems to be coping well. I really look up to her and respect her. I really do wish her all the best and I hope she will continue coping well. Well this girl right here? I love her very much because she's a dear to me.

One day, I really hope that me and my other Flowergirls will be able to visit Jerry in her home town at Indonesia. Being able to look around, to learn about the place, to know what it feels like there, to experience their culture.. It will be priceless. I really really hope we can. Some day. Insya'Allah :)

My dearest Wigglers ♥

Here's a few photos from our cheeky mini photoshoot ;) Rest are on facebook! Hehehe.

Vas sapnin? :)

Here's an update on the past few days for my memories sake!

Wednesday:

PROPER corporate attire! Pink smart shirt, office knee length skirt and heels! (Y)

Completed worksheet, resource review and 6P by 11am and it was lunch time! Had lunch with Wigglers at lawn and we went to slack at the library afterwards. I swear it was super fun! Everyone was so scandalous and we were having fun posing for couple photos. Well, everyone was very sporting (is this the right word? my english sucks) I'm sure all of us enjoyed that mini sexy photoshoot of ours. We then all met Mr Lazzo at W5 there at around 12.50pm to board the bus! I sat with the boys at the back, and Shafique was extra extra cheeky!

Well, the tour around Four Seasons Hotel back of house and front of house was really interesting. "Class" ended at 4pm and we had a short class photoshoot after exit-ing from the staff entrance along with Mr Lazzo of course. Then we all headed off while some of them went to smoke with Mr Lazzo (surprising, i know). We had more photo-taking sessions while waiting for the rest to come meet us from their smoking session. We then walked all the way to Orchard and headed off to Lucky Plaza. They played pool! The place was really cool, I swear. I like the place, heh. Jakon ah. ^.^ After they played about 3-4 rounds, we went to Taka's Seoul Garden for dinner! Awesome shit. I ate very little, I have to admit. But my dear Pad Pad paid like half for me! Plus, I enjoyed all the desert! :D Hehehehehe. Ice kacang, cereal, ice cream, oh god. YUM *.* I swear I was a happykid enjoying the desert!

After dinner, we all just slacked outside Taka. It was really nice due to the weather. Had a nice long heart to heart talk with my partner, Pad Pad. Been a long while ah, we drifted for a bit in the middle of the sem I guess. And he gave me THREE sticks of Winston Xtreme Mint. Fucking nice I tell you! He gave me one at first but I kept wanting more, haisssss. Been a month since I last had a stick, meh. So we all just sat there and talk and laughed til it was 11pm before we headed off. The rest went drinking and booked a hotel room afterwards while I went home with Pad Pad. Ended up reaching home at midnight. I then couldn't sleep until 4am -.- Retard.

Thursday:

Pretty slack day, was my rest day. Woke up at noon, bathe and went to get food for mama and myself. After my brunch, stayed in bed the whole day doing nothing. Then went for early dinner with Afiqah, yes a short meet up. Been like a year since I've seen her. Sent her home after since I had nothing to do and it was only a few blocks away. She still enjoys bullying me! Oh god, such a meanie this girl. After that I was back home slacking away again. Uh huh, boring day but oh well.

Friday:

I was pissed when I woke up at 11.50am! Simply because I've been craving for pancakes and set my alarm to 9am so that I could go get them for myself from gombak mac! HAISSSSS :(

So I went to bathe and had maggi and fruits for brunch. After eating, I ironed my corporate attire. Then I got ready for my interview at school! SOH student ambassador interview.... Only top 10% of the cohort clinched this interview. Unbelievable coming from me right? ME. Top 10%. WOW. I myself am really shocked.

Oh ya, mama has actually NEVER seen me in full proper corporate attire. Today was her first time seeing and she said "lawa la anak mama ni" AWWWWWW :') Hehehehe!

Anyways, went to meet Shafique, Mui Peng and Padrick at woodlands before heading to school. 4 of us are the only Wigglers who got the interview. Saw Abang Zul and went to talk to him for a while. Missed him. I'm taller than him cause I was on heels! Hehehe. I forgot that he goes to RP every Friday to dance and longboard. Well, guess I'll see him around then.

The interview was just....... Shit ass hell. It was a group interview and I was grouped with Dave, Muips and Fiq. The panel of judges was scary because there were FOUR SOH facilitators and I didn't know any of them!!!! HAIS. Plus, all three of them were so good at answering all the questions it just left me far behind. I even accidentally said 'shit' and stick out my tongue at one of the questions because I couldn't answer it. Fuck. I totally blanked out and was too nervous! Damn it. Definitely not gonna pass the interview but oh well. Was just trying it out for fun anyways, thought why not. But it totally wasted my time for going all the way there in the super super hot weather with corporate attire, geez!

Went home with Dave since he was meeting his mum at CCK. Showered and started on what I wanted to do since yesterday but didn't. Downloaded all 6Ps and Resource Reviews and arranged everything nicely into individual folders and cleared my "Downloads" folder.

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So yes that's pretty much it.

Anyways, I suddenly feel like going Sentosa. Though I've been there countless of times, it's been a while. I'm going to plan an outing for Bulatians' for sure and I was thinking maybe Sentosa.. Been so long since we've meet up too! And it's unbelievable that Ka hasn't been to Sentosa, everrrrrr! Shall bring him there after UT3, along with Wardah and Qih :) Ka is always coming up with lame jokes and riddles, and he will laugh so hard at them. HAHAHAHA so cute lah hais.

MY PANCAKE CRAVING SHALL BE SATISFIED TMR. Afiqah is going to accompany me go get 'em! YAAAAAAY ^.^ Can't wait! Bye now, shall start my revision later tonight. xx!

Dunkin' baby ;)

Hi. I just went to bathe at 1 am. Lemme update about Tuesday, will update about today (Wednesday) tmr or something.

I was a purple girl from head to toe! Hehehe. I like colour coordinating my outfit, all the time. ^.^ Purple dress, bandanna, ear ring, contact lens, shoes, socks. Mwehehe.

Adelia baked pretty cupcakes for wigglers and it's delicious! So sweet of her :')

Class was fun! Monopoly for meeting 2 and I didn't do anything since I was assigned as the audit scribe for my team which will only play a part in meeting 3. So I was having fun hacking Sugi's twitter the whole time, hehehehe! Lunch time was fun with wigglers! But then stress lah when doing all the damn journal entries and all the different statements. Meeting 3 was then super fun too! I had to audit team 2's work and I spotted a hell lot of mistakes! So I helped my team gain a lot of money from auditing. ^.^ YAY US! *clap clap* In the end we made the most net profit out of all 5 teams and faci gave us chocolates! After that we were all just taking pictures, hehehe. I swear Miss Linda Liew is the best faci ever! I love her so damn much lah can? That's her up there! ^.^ We both happened to be wearing purple dresses, cute much? HEHE.

Rushed to RHC after class with wigglers to go collect and pay for our black service uniform! Miss Lim was so sweet, she said I looked very hip and that I was looking good. Awwwww, I shy. Hehe! Saw Kyd a little earlier while otw to RHC and then he tweeted me that I was fashionable? -.- Ok..... HAHA.

Met baby after that and we went to town! Brought him to Dunkin' Donuts since he's recovered and he's craving for it, heh. We then walked to cine and went to watch "The Ugly Truth" in this really cool room. They had bean bags! I was jakon girl, hahaha. Then we went home, and that was all. Heh. x