I can't believe I did what I just did. I can't believe I just compared Hamka with Nas. Right there when Hamka didn't layan me like how Nas did. Right there when it just reminded me that Nas would reply me a way better reply which would make me feel so much better. I'm so sorry. I know I shouldn't. After all, Nas was just a big time sweet talker douche bag who played with my feelings and ended up breaking my heart. Here I am having Hamka who's so sincere, and I did that. I shouldn't expect too much from him just because I've experienced better. He's already doing too much for me, although he's not those hopeless romantic kind like Nas. I should be thankful enough. Why am I so silly? I shouldn't, I really shouldn't have. Sorry :'(
Shit, and now I'm missing Nas. -.- Somebody kill me, just shoot me in the heart. Now. Helly, he broke your heart, he freaking played you. Don't be stupid.
Ok I really hope Hamka isn't going to read this, ever. Because then I'll just feel so bad :/ Ergh, hate myself right now.
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