Have you ever felt so alone despite being surrounded by a whole lot of people, even friends?
Yeap, that's me every single day. No matter who I'm with, I will always feel alone. Nobody makes me feel appreciated, nobody shows me that they care, nobody I tell you. It's like, I'm always the last option for everyone or something. I'm never anyone's first option, never a priority. I need that, I need to know that I am loved and cared for, that I am actually important in someone's life. But no. I always feel so, unwanted yknow? Nobody will look for me, nobody really needs me around. All I ask for is to be wanted, that my presence makes a difference. Is that really too much to ask for?
It just aches so fucking bad.
Someone needs to just treat me right, I really need it now more than ever. Just pamper me and make me feel happy.
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