Let's get wasted

TEAM RURAL? Spending my time with them has always been such fun and excitement. The thrills I get with them because of the random things we do, the random heart to heart talks with some of them, the quality time spent together, the free entertainment I get ;) Haha, I can go on forever when it comes to them because I've been spending too much time with them. I like how they're a huge part of my life right now, I like how they are my bros that I know I can count on. One girl best friend is enough because too many girlfriends might cause a hell lot of chaos and hoo haa as I've learnt in the past 18 years of my life. But you can never have enough bros who will happily light up your world anytime you need them. I just love them boys such that words can never express ♥

WIGGLERS! ♥
So this has been our third chalet together so far. And as usual, it's fun yet at the same time some things happened. Well, I got wasted and drunk. That's one thing. Secondly, I made out with a hell lot of people. Heny, Adelia, Juliani. Yup I french kissed them girls. Who else you might ask? G Suganthan of course. We made out a hell lot of times during the drinking games, and we got high. When he took care of me, we ended up getting all kinky and naughty. So yes, we all know where this goes. And then he confessed so now I guess we're giving this a shot? Well, dating Sugi is one thing. But I still have some sort of feelings for Haziq as well. I'm such a mess right now. My thoughts and feelings are all over the place. I'm unsure of who I really want. I guess I'll just go with the flow, try not to put my hopes up for either of them, and see how things go? I'll see where contacting them both brings me. I just hope I won't end up breaking either of their heart, that's all I'm asking for. I don't really know if I'm ready for a relationship or any commitments for that matter, but I really want someone in my life whom I can call mine. Oh well.... Let's just see where life takes me :)

I gotta say I enjoy drinking, I love the feeling it gave me. I like how I get high, it's fun. I like how I get real kinky when I'm drunk too :') Hehehe. Getting wasted is awesome. So let's get wasted yo! Drink drink drink is all I want right now.