So what's it to you?

Let's talk about my chubby bunny qt babyboy sayang :')

Well, I really have no idea what our relationship is. I mean... In front of our friends, we barely talk. I don't get why. But when he texts me, he's totally a different guy. Flirt maha flirt y'know! Which makes it hard for me to understand my feelings myself because he's giving me mixed signals. So last night he invited me over to his house....

Yeah, I went over to his crib earlier today. We spent about 2 hours together alone in his house. All I can say is, I LOVED IT. I mean, I like how we just slack there, we made out and stuff, and we just cuddled and watched cartoon and laugh and disturb each other. It was really nice. I hope this means something. But even if it doesn't, I don't mind. We could just be friends with benefits, maybe? I mean, if he doesn't want to pursue me as his future girlfriend I suppose. Well I just really enjoyed his company.

So I'm currently contacting H, yet at the same time some other boys. And it's to the extend where we're calling each other "baby", "darling", "love", "sayang" and the list goes on. Yes, these names with all them boys. Gosh, I am such a flirt huh? I feel like a slut :(
I don't get why I'm entertaining all of them. I don't understand myself, but I like it. I really do.

I just hope now H is gonna treat me a little better when we're around our friends rather than the cold shoulder treatment :/ I wonder what he thinks of me and I wonder what he feels about me. I wonder what is our relationship to him. I just wonder...