Pinky Junior ♥

All I needed was for someone to be here with me. Just sit in silence and maybe lay down with me. Just to have someone with me so I know that I'm not alone. Someone to hug and know that it'll all be okay. But no, I'm not that blessed. Only my dear Pinky Junior was there to accompany me the whole time. ♥

So I pretty much locked myself in my room the whole day, since like 8am. It's 8.30pm now.. I just finished dinner, my only meal of the day. I didn't want to but I had to because my parents were mad at me. Firstly because I never ever ever lock myself in my room before, so they already found that unusual. Secondly I refused to eat the whole day. But no I didn't tell them anything.

I hate that there's school tmr, I hate that I will have to face people despite feeling so freaking down right now. I know I won't be fine tmr but I have to be fine. So yes, as usual, I will pretend to be. I'm good at that, I guess. I'll just hide it all away, deep down under. No worries. What's new, right? So, yeah.. I'll be fine.

"God knows I'm tough, he knows." - Jason Mraz